@MADMADZ09
I hate my friends… they made a girl cry today and yesterday and they just laughed.
I was trying to like… talk to her?? I feel so bad for this girl. I am trying so hard to be nice, I hate the girls who I’m accociated with
@MADMADZ09 ofc and ty, you can always talk to me. But I usually have school on the weekdays so I’m usually online after school. I really hope my advice helps❤️
aahhhhhh I just got Regina in mean girls :)
I just saw a Oscar x morris smut on A03. I have seen so many scary things on there. The newsies fandom on there is FUCKED UPPP. The amount of “Non-Con” i see is just disgusting.
@iwantaferret_ what WHAT is attractive about that. Like be so fucking. Forereal. I really should start reading tags. That has officially traumatized.
@MADMADZ09 NO BC I WAS LIKE “Wait I love chubby Jack why haven’t I thought of this before” but then I realized and I just went “…Right.” I DONT GET IT BRO LIKE WHAT
@iwantaferret_ HAHAHAHAHAHA I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT. YES I WAS GUNNA BRING THAT UP!!! I don’t usually read tags before reading things, so I started reading it and got SCARRED.
I CANT tell if I’m happy about summer coming up, or sad.
I’m soooo happy cause, no more work, no more stress, no more school, no more dance comp stress, more time for theatre, better weather, leaving the school I hate.
TW I guess
But I’m terrified that people are going to see my body :(. I don’t know why I’m so scared I mean I’m supposed to be like “recovering” but with summer coming up in so scared of slipping back into my old habits. And……… people are going to see my scars. It was bad enough last summer, it’s just going to be worse. I can’t keep hiding my body, it’s just not possible, with all the things I have to wear.
Did anyone else’s teacher ever tell them that “hitler would have loved them”. Cause I’ve gotten told that at least 5 times
@BrooklynNewsie my history teacher… she says all kinds of strange things. She once said “and back in the day people with darker skin were slaves, like you, Micheal” AND POINTED AT MY CLASSMATE. She is very old and the school says “ohhhh well you know, she’s old so she just has old standards”
@MADMADZ09 Bro… can we just talk about how fucked up that is? Literally who says that shit?
Hahahaha I have a really really funny story, it might give you a slight insight on my personality as well.this happened in ballet class today BTW.
“Madds, did you know that people are like, really scared and intimidated by you?” -my teacher
Me: “what?!?! Who, why, HOW”
My friend: “really, really?, the same girl who made me carry a spider all the way down the hall and outside last night cause she would be sad if I killed it.”
Me: “I would be, and I appreciate that”
My teacher: “yeah and they all agreed, Lydia said that she found you really intimidating and everyone agreed… there all terrified of you.”
Me: “hahahahahahahah. Im like the least intimidating person EVER.”
My other friend: “you put Elmer’s glue on your eyes when you couldn’t find eyelash glue…”
Me: “ohh yeah I forgot about that-“
@iwantaferret_ 1. Honestly, it’s a very “me” thing to do. 2. I love all living creatures. I am a vegetarian, I don’t use any animal tested makeup I can’t think of anything else that I could do to save animals. And also the girl who i made go outside to save the spider is my girlfriend. I was just scared to put that and I’m not sure why, cause I think that like all my followers are gay theatre kids. Yeah, but she’s my girlfriend, and she saves spiders for me ;)
@MADMADZ09 Is it had that I’m not surprised by the Elmer’s glue thing? It just seems like you And the spider! Why do people always try to kill spiders:(
UGH. I’m currently covered in self tan and bleach and blonde hair dye. I have not done my math homework OR my rough draft of my essay. And this self tan is not my shade at all and I have to dilute it. I am NOT thriving
@iwantaferret_ well, am very very very insecure about how I look , so I do A LOT to make myself like “prettier” I guess. So I was trying to bleach my hair and self tan at the same time… it didn’t really work very well. And my stupid self tan is the wrong shade so I have to dilute it so I don’t turn into a different race.
Have you guys seen the crutchie x jack stuff on AO3…. I really strive not to give hate to any author but this is a whole nother level of weirdo.
Don’t go looking for it, you’ll find it l. YOULL WISH YOU DIDNT
@MADMADZ09 I hate this ship. I can’t stand it because I see them as BROTHERS (and Crutch seems too young for Jack) I could go on forever about them I swear lol
I just started my full length Javey fanfic
@iwantaferret_ the first chapter is published!! It’s not very good and I am like TERRIFIED cause I think it’s bad but that’s okayyyyy. It’s “Never Again A Javid Love Story”
Have I ever told y’all about my EX boyfriend who honestly and WHOLEHEARTEDLY believed that Donald trump was a re-incarnation of JESUS CHRIST?! And here’s the real kicker… I didn’t break up with him after he told me that. I waited to break up with him until when he told me that he thinks his life mission, and the reason he was put on earth was to kill and Jews and Gays……….. yeahhhh I had to cut some ties after that. And the thing is this boy was EXTREMELY popular.