I've been at a lost for years on how to write again. In this time; I have left the toxicity of my past behind, gone through the darkest time of my life, fallen in love, and learned how to survive on my own. I became homeless, got my first job, and eventually created a small home for myself. I have lost loved ones and grown apart from who I was and where I came from. I often don't see those of my past, but have allowed new relationships and opportunities to flourish within this new life I have created for myself. I am ready for a marriage and children to make my life full.