Hey guys, ima vent here I’m a freshman in high school and I live in United States, and I’m having a very hard time. I don’t have very many friends and I never did. I didn’t have very many friends in elementary school besides one best friend I’m not gonna say her name but she was really sweet and since I have ADHD, I’m very loud and energetic and so we grew apart and fourth grade. I caught a group of friends and they were great but always out fifth grade was Covid for me. I was online while everyone was doing half days at School, all my friends ditched me when I got to six grade. I had no friends that was horrible and one of my best friends and we still talk a lot and then met another guy. We’re going to call him Silas, he changed my life a lot and he was in a very bad place and I helped him he left seventh grade because he had to go to mental hospital because he was so bad thankfully he’s doing a lot better now but we’ve dated twice and broke up because of a girl and this girl and I are no longer friends and I don’t like her but I’ve lost a lot of friends and made a lot of friends in seventh grade 8th grade was horrible for me. I had alone every day and friends a lot of my friends seventh graders and eighth graders and then I got to freshman this year met one of my best friends biological woman man where gonna call him Alex he has been one of the bestest friends I’ve had and so has this other girl and she is an eighth grader now we’re going to call her. Lilly and I want to thank them so much for being there for me, but this guy named Silas he started to ignore me and when I told him I was hurt that he wasn’t spending time with me anymore. He told me to shut up and it hurt a lot because I thought we were friends. I thought he cared about me, but I’m not sure if he does. He’s probably embarrassed for me and I’ll sometimes argue a lot. Sometimes I’m too much and getting peoples faces too rude to clingy. It’s hard being different than everyone else.