Charlie-Rose Azalea

Updated Just Give me a Reason! 

Finally finishing Just Give me a Reason 
          
          I regret writing  that series but hey I've got the material to finish it, so why not 
          
          I'll probably finish uploading the story just for the hell of it once i get all the writing sorted out, i dont wanna jump ahead and start updating before its done in case I hit a block again 
          
          No clue if I'll finish the side story or third book that belongs to that series 
          
          And then I do wanna try and rewrite the first book (Ten Reasons) this year like I planned to do, already kind of started that but got distracted with trying to work on JGmaR lmfao 
          
          anyways good day!

Hey folks! Just posted something for the first time in god knows how long, it's a bit of a "what-if" Harry Potter scenario 
          
          I didn't edit it or anything so I apologize for any mistakes 
          
          But it's a short little one shot and I would appreciate it if you checked it out :) it's a bittersweet thing 
          
          The question to my potterheads: do you think Harry's mom could have been pregnant when Voldemort killed her and James? Those rumors exist but I have never found concrete evidence surrounding the matter

Gonna write a little rant about my frustrations over something having to do with my ex because I posted a lot on here about them back when we were together (2020-2021) if you remember any of that i am sorry
          
          possible tw because for some people this may make them think of a stalking situation? lol
          
          //
          
          basically last year, I did track and field for my highschool team, I got hurt by overtraining with long jump at the end of the season, and have been having trouble with my knees ever since 
          
          Back in february, I started physical therapy for them. I went to a place in the next town over twice a week for six weeks
          
          Well, there was this girl. (my ex is/was trans ftm) She looked just like my ex. Reminded me of them in every way. We never REALLY talked but it made me dread going to those appointments because it was just so perplexing, it was terrifying. 
          
          I had a problem with my current boyfriend and group of school friends because everyone initially tried assuring me it was just a coincidence. But I couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. 
          
          This person's physical therapist referred to them using she/her pronouns, and i cannot imagine the feeling that went through me when I heard them say my ex's deadname. I almost had a panic attack. I was in the corner doing the exercises my therapist told me to do, everything was shaky, I couldn't think straight and I honestly couldn't breathe. 
          
          I went to my next appointment prepared to confront the person, but for my last two appointments I didn't see them. 
          
          In January, my ex contacted me over discord for a bunch of dumb stuff and we talked a little before going our separate ways. I've tried to add them back three times since then and they haven't accepted it. So I'm gonna be stuck with so many unanswered questions until I can mentally move past it, and that is something I'll never forgive them or whoever their doppleganger is for. 
          
          If somehow they're reading this, I hope they get out of my head.
          
          Any suggestions?

Heyyyy Ik we haven’t talked in literally forever but how’s it goingggg? 

Heyy, rising from the ashes to say hello :) 
          
          How's it going! 

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

I have my driver's permit :) 
          
          Working on a murder mystery original short story too, not sure if it'll go anywhere

Charlie's life update!
          
          •Almost done with the first quarter of the school year, still going strong with grades/assignments, I'm very proud of myself
          
          •So sick of my french class because it's so boring I'm only the French 3 in a class full of 2s and haven't learned anything new 
          
          •Bf and I coming up on 11 months; we went as a surgeon/patient duo for Halloween (homage to Grey's Anatomy) 
          
          •Mental health isn't as bad as it could be but it surely isn't great
          
          •Tried reading the November 1st frerard fic throughout the month of October, one chapter per day, and failed miserably 
          
          That's about it really 
          
          Love and hugs <3 
          
          xoxochar

Flashback to the time my mom told me not to ask my family for anything Paw Patrol related for my birthday because it was immature 
          
          
          I was eight or nine.