MERINDATH

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It has been a month now that I have lost one of my beautiful friends, gosh she meant so much to me. Her beautiful smile would light up the room. She would always find a way to make me smile. Its currently 1:03 AM and im still thinking about her what made her do this? Was it her past? What was going on behind that beautiful smile of hers? All these memories i have of her makes me want to turn back time and hug her and tell her how much she means to me. God was she was an amazing person with the biggest personality! Why did you have to take her away? God please give me the strength to still be here standing today. Please take care of my beloved friend. Im so sorry that i wasnt able to come ! I wanted to ! I wanted to see you for one last time and  say my good byes i dont know if your looking down on us but rest in peace baby girl ! I love you soo fucken much ! 
          	Words cant even describe how much you mean to me! Just wish you where still here standing with us today. Go to school together, laughing at something stuiped, spiling tea , enjoying each others company. 
          	
          	
          	 Rest in peace
          	5/15/2019
          	
          	
          	Hope we meet again some day in the future take care of yourself will ya  just REMEBER that we all fucken love you and when i get the chance i will see you and bring some sunflowers, since  that was my nickname you gave me. Love you soo much Rose ⚘

COSMICCOSMOASTRONAUT

  Rest in peace @MERINDATH 's friend. I lost a friend to death too. Ik how you feel.
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MERINDATH

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It has been a month now that I have lost one of my beautiful friends, gosh she meant so much to me. Her beautiful smile would light up the room. She would always find a way to make me smile. Its currently 1:03 AM and im still thinking about her what made her do this? Was it her past? What was going on behind that beautiful smile of hers? All these memories i have of her makes me want to turn back time and hug her and tell her how much she means to me. God was she was an amazing person with the biggest personality! Why did you have to take her away? God please give me the strength to still be here standing today. Please take care of my beloved friend. Im so sorry that i wasnt able to come ! I wanted to ! I wanted to see you for one last time and  say my good byes i dont know if your looking down on us but rest in peace baby girl ! I love you soo fucken much ! 
          Words cant even describe how much you mean to me! Just wish you where still here standing with us today. Go to school together, laughing at something stuiped, spiling tea , enjoying each others company. 
          
          
           Rest in peace
          5/15/2019
          
          
          Hope we meet again some day in the future take care of yourself will ya  just REMEBER that we all fucken love you and when i get the chance i will see you and bring some sunflowers, since  that was my nickname you gave me. Love you soo much Rose ⚘

COSMICCOSMOASTRONAUT

  Rest in peace @MERINDATH 's friend. I lost a friend to death too. Ik how you feel.
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MERINDATH

Dear people,  please understand that authors need to take a BREAK and that they have their own life outside of wattpad and they are also dealing with stuff and cant always take your request and make it happen all in one day it takes time ! Understand that they are busy with other peoples request and they want you to be patient 

MERINDATH

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Life is hard and you gotta be strong, soo many people are gonna be shiting on you for everything. Soo many things are gonna happen whenever you know it or dont always expect the unexpected also dont take anyones fucken bullshit. If they dont take your side in some thing thats important then fuck them and be strong. I know its not easy being strong but trust me on this fuck everyone who is waying you down. If your in a group of friends and dont like how the 'leader' is making you do certain types of things then you should change that. Be that person who leads dont be the follower be the good example. Be the person that makes a change. Take the time to be your self and enjoy your life . Dont let anyone bring you down. Even if it means losing your close friend, that you thought was good for you. Remove your self from the negative people and remove that negative impact . Take the time and appreciation to appreciate your self for who you are. Cause guess what honey life is fucken hard and it will try and brake you.  Your gonna have your moments when you feel like your alone and that no one understands or that you dont have someone to talk to. 
          Or if your being shamed for something you have done with your self. 
          
          Life is also very short, be careful for what you say to certain people and always treat them good even if they did you bad. It will just make them even more mad. Live your life be happy. 
          
          And always remeber that you have to stay strong . And that your beautiful/ handsome person and dont let anyone ever tell you other wise. 
          
          Ps. If you need anyone to talk to im here or to even rant to i'll be here 
          
          
          Love you all! 
          
          Sincerely 
          
          H.S.D.L 
          

MERINDATH

Who wants a personal story its gonna be and x reader 

MERINDATH

@mysplitendesss idk i will try tho but your gonna have to tell me how you want to look like by the way imma be busy tomorrow so idk if i can do it right away i might do it when i have time 
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@MERINDATH yo. it might sound weird but could you do a young claude frollo from the hunchback of notre dame. that hellfire song gets you in the feels.
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MERINDATH

New update on my crush, i texted him and it went well intel he got bored of me and left boom  i give up i should have taken the first sign with my ex 

MERINDATH

@dummycolourless eee thank you but I finally got my enclosure  Its all i have been wanting since the 4th grade but all is well 
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MERINDATH

@dummycolourless aaaah on isntagram he deleted the messges but i think he blocked me if he wants to talk to me again he will send me a message 
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