METALDEVILLL

Ahhh there is nothing like splitting. I want to be their friend so bad. I get so jealous and angry that I block them. Back and forth, back and forth. Which one is the real me?

METALDEVILLL

I Dont,,,,Need them ,...Anyway.
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METALDEVILLL

i don't really know what to do or how to cope. it's agonizing that i have to 'nurse' myself back to being Normal.
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METALDEVILLL

Ahhh there is nothing like splitting. I want to be their friend so bad. I get so jealous and angry that I block them. Back and forth, back and forth. Which one is the real me?

METALDEVILLL

I Dont,,,,Need them ,...Anyway.
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METALDEVILLL

i don't really know what to do or how to cope. it's agonizing that i have to 'nurse' myself back to being Normal.
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METALDEVILLL

saying "i don't really write anymore" hurts because i want to be able to write again so bad  but i cant. i dunno what happened. its like permanent writers block and then when i manage to force myself to write it's still ass. it's still bad. i dont know

METALDEVILLL

i find myself writing all the time like fuuuuck ill make scripts for characters interacting but it's never fleshed out into "true" writing
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METALDEVILLL

binging the hell out of vivilly and palpers vids not going to ever admit i have a crush on botj of then 

METALDEVILLL

i was watching palpers livestream yesterday(?) and he looked exactly like how i imagined him to look 
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METALDEVILLL

also got to play on his server for a few seconds and i was sooo excited
            bedrock together stopped working after that, not sure why, it worked once but then never again. it's ok tho cuz I'll try tomorrow with other different ways to join servers on bedrock
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