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hey sorry for leaving, vent. i need to get over him. i love him but he doesnt man. he doesnt even know i exist, well he technically does. but it hurts to love him. but i love to love him. all my friends hate him. but i cant, id be lying if i say i dont. I feel like his manipulating me but in a way he doesnt realize? we text nonstop then we go noncontact. or he just decides to stop. i fucking can’t anymore and hes so beautiful and he makes me feel like ive never been. Cmon i even told my mom. thats something i never do unless your special. i get we have different lives but really? i feel like im being played, i dont know. And i cant tell any of my friends this because they wont listen. i need help/ advice if u need more info contact me