jaehee.

i’ve hit a major road block in my current book and this usually doesn’t happen when i’ve planned everything out to a tee (which i did with liar and iced caramel latte). but i’ve hit a point in this book with no way to link two plot points together and it’s irking me badly. i just can’t get past it but i know where i want to go afterwards with the story, i just need to find a way T^T
          
          so i’m sorry if the next update is taking a long time >.< that’s why, i’m really trying i promise!!

우리 설아 ❤️ 사실... 내 생각에는 설아 언니가 케이팝의 제일 예쁜 여자 아이돌이에요. 개인적으로. 원영이도 있는데… 설아의 얼굴이랑 비주얼 진짜 최~고. 

new book covers and new title for my most recent book, i think the illusion of knowledge encapsulates the story exactly the way i want it to :D

alright i need to slow my roll with these penthouse updates, even i can't keep up with myself. i'm gonna take a break and flesh out the next few sections of the book, we've reached roughly the halfway mark but i don't want to say that because there's sooo much i want to write and have planned on including. 
          
          if you haven't read it yet and are interested, penthouse is my most recent work and is an ateez murder mystery with the eight boys being the suspects in a murder. it's inspired by penthouse the drama but you don't need to watch the drama to read the story, i just took inspiration from the drama :D anyways, i'm very proud of it so if you want to check it out, please do.
          
          anyways, i wish you all the best!
          
          much love,
          jaehee.

guerrilla… guerrilla. 
          
          my favourite ateez title is inception. it has been for two whole years and nothing they’ve released has touched inception. upon first listening of the instrumental alone, i knew it was my choice because that song sounds like literal sparkles. like the heavens had allowed just a trickle of its holiness and blessed inception and her bridge. it’s been on my spotify on repeat playlist for two years because it’s that good of a song. nothing and i mean NOTHING could top it. not 불놀이야, not déjà vu, not eternal sunshine, not the real. their past titles don’t compare to the superiority of inception. 
          
          then. then guerrilla hit. 
          
          i’m an ex-emo kid that still loves the music and plays it occasionally when i’m in the mood. groups like green day, bring me the horizon, sleeping with sirens, all time low, they are my ride or die. these groups have made some of my all time favourite songs that kpop can hardly touch. 
          
          until now. 
          
          because guerrilla has the nostalgia of my pop-punk-rock phase but modernised to a catchy kpop dance track. it took the elements of my genuine favourite music and created something that takes inspiration from it, and then further developed it into something… spectacular. it’s vocals, it’s rock elements, even screamo elements. it has managed to mesh my worlds together when i thought such a thing couldn’t exist and for that… i truly don’t know what could beat, not just guerrilla, but this album as a whole. my expectations have soared sky high, i have never been this fidgety about an album and looking forward to listening to it. not even with their previous albums because i won’t lie, those didn’t nearly bring the sheer excitement that movement pt. 1 is about to bring. 
          
          this comeback is one for the history books. my history books. i want it to drop as soon as possible </3

she publishes and publishes and can’t help herself from publishing finished chapters even though she knows that she’ll struggle keeping up with that schedule in a bit but oh well. another chapter of penthouse is up because it’s short and juicy *winky face* anywaysss enjoy c:

is it too difficult to just write a cute and fluffy fic? like something that has no twists, no smut, nothing weird, just a straight up, well written and really really adorable story that makes your heart melt into a puddle. that might be interesting to try…

i feel a strong desire to just publish everything i’ve written for penthouse. but it’s plot is so finely woven, i know that would just cause chaos for me in the future. i slowly pick through and make sure it makes sense whilst giving the right intention to my dear readers.
          
          she’s all over the place but if you’ve seen the drama, you know that those poor teenagers had to go through a lot because of their parents but also because of their own internal conflicts and i knew i had to also do that to stay true to the subject material. 
          
          anyways, another interrogation scene is up. enjoy ^^

GUERRILLA GUERRILLA THIS SONG?!?!?
          
          so… i am of the belief that there haven’t been any good bg titles in 2022 where the only exceptions to this are txt and (recently) sf9. it’s because all the songs have just been… too bland and plain or waaaay too intense and noisy for my liking. when i first heard the start for guerrilla i didn’t know how to feel because it’s noisy, it’s loud, it’s very much in your face and that scared me a bit. 
          
          but then i heard it the second time and i just… completely fell in love? i’m completely obsessed with the pre-chorus and yunhwa as the center for the chorus. like, i feel like if it were to come out of a different group i wouldn’t like it, but ateez have this way with instrumentals and vocals that completely sold me on this song. i cannot wait to hear the rest of it. 

one more chapter for the funsies heh. just remember that it’s *loosely* based off of penthouse, so it takes a lot of the mannerisms and some scenes but is otherwise a plot and story that was completely created by myself. enjoy :D