[REPOST]
Hello everyone,
I know that this might be the wrong time to say this, with all the things happening around the internet, but it's been in my mind for quite some time which I have thought a lot about before coming to terms with it.
First of all, I just want to say that I am sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the slow updates, the indecisive decisions, the broken promises. In short, I'm sorry for lacking. I apologize for keeping your hopes up with empty promises that I'll update soon. To be frank, I've lost my passion and will to write.
Writing was supposed to be my escape from reality. It was a way to express my thoughts and emotions. But lately, I find that it has become one of the reasons why I felt anxious and pressured. It became like a negative space for me when it wasn't supposed to be.
That is why I come to terms that I will be leaving Wattpad, officially.
It was a hard decision for me to make because I've accomplished nothing in this app. I haven't finished one single work, always on the cycle of publishing and deleting books because I wasn't satisfied with how they turned out. At first, I planned to finish Grandeur before deciding to leave but then school came along with stress and pressure. Due to the new environment, I've been experiencing culture shock and mental breakdowns lately and I've gotten busier and busier and I haven't had the time to write or even visit this app. Even when I get myself leisure time, I would just use that for self-care.