𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞.

watching the tiniest footage of michael still brings me to tears, especially today. its been 15 years today .. and i still cry - but today makes crying all the more easier. 
          
          even though we are fans and didn't know him personally, we felt and still feel that loss today even after all these years. we are still so effected by such an enormous loss. i smile but yes, i also still cry 
          
          LOVE YOU MICHAEL

run, don't walk, to read the new part of a spotlight romance.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/296948585

part three is out!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/335689408

oop, part two is out now - go and check it out.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/335689408

yep, i know it's been ages and I feel saying 'busy, busy' is just getting too old. but promise it's true, but anyways .. 
          my brand new story finally has a part to read - interested?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/335689408

michael, your my angel. keep resting in peace .. i love you 

new story idea .. yet there is writers block that is coupled with being busy. 
          
          but wait there’s more and i must be honest - i hate that being busy has caused me to not have the motivation to write .. now please don’t get confused, i love to write so very much as it’s a way for me to get away from reality. however, i have been so busy (& i’m going to get busier as the months come along) so now that i finally have some down time thanks to the easter long weekend - i just wanna rest and relax. because my gosh i need it. 
          
          whoever (if there even is anyone lol) is waiting for any particular update from me, it will come .. just don’t know when exactly so i’m not going to put a date on anything. again so sorry for the wait but i do just wanna be completely honest here. 
          
          again, i still adore Michael Jackson and love to write but desperately needing some ‘me’ time. 
          much love xx 

LOST IN LOVE 
          
          possible new book. 
          take a look and have a read at the description - go ahead! then give me the green light or the red light on moving forward with it.

so sorry. but i'm still going through some stuff. if i'm honest .. it's my mental health - it really isn't the best right now. 
          
          with past life experience, i would say i am pretty good at bouncing back but this is something else. things have happened for me very early on this year and these things have happened only a week apart from each other so it's just a lot for me to take in. 
          
          returning to writing most definitely but for now, just need much more time. 
          much love xx

heartbreak. grief. 
          
          wow! life really throws you such highs and such lows, and unfortunately i'm dealing with the low side of things. i wish to stay as optimistic as possible but its so hard to do that sometimes .. 
          
          time will tell, i guess. each day as it comes is a good way to take such uncertainty - such heartbreak and grief. however a blessing in disguise? as this feeling may push me back into my writing.