Miraculousislife

Guys I may or may not be sick right now... I honestly can't tell if I just have a cough or and I sick becuase I am not congested and I don't have a fever or get hot and cold flashes like I usually do.
          
          And what's worse is that my brother's best friend's grad party is very soon and I really hope I can go becuase my brothers gf is going to be there and I haven't met her in over 3 years way before she even knew I was related to my brother or even who my brother was. 
          
          And before you say anything like why haven't I met her yet it's becuase my brother doesn't want me around her little brother who is a few months younger than me becuase of how he treats my brother.
          
          This so happens to be the only time I am able to be at a place where both my brother's gf and my brother are and since it's a grad party her brother might not be there since most of the people that are going to be there are in there 20s since their friend group is mostly college students. 
          
          I've known my brother's best friend all my life, like actually all my life since I met him when he was 2 and when I was a new born since our parents hanged out a lot and my brother and him went to the same school up until middle school which they still hanged out bc my parents.  Which is kind of nice becuase he views me as a little sister and kind of acts like a brother to me.
          
          Anyways, I am working on After You Cheated so it should be out in a few days depending if I am actually sick or not.

I'M BACK!!!

I put my grain all the way up for my amp and it sounded like it was screaming for help.
          Whoopies.
          
          Anyways, A chapter of After You Cheated will be out in the next few weeks. I can't say when for a fact but I am working on it so it will be released in the next 3 weeks.

Have y'all ever heard King for a Day by Peirce The Veil ft. Kellin Quinn?
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icXUkIfZxyg 
          It's fire

Why is it so scary to go out of standard tuning. 
          
          I had to go into alt tuning for a PTV song I am learning since they don't use standard tuning so my string were C# G# E B F# B. Let me tell you tuning my high e string and B scared the living hell out of me since I had to down tune the B string into a F# and it was making those clicking sounds. 
          
          Plus I snapped my high e string which was replaced right after since I needed it and now going back into standard tuning makes me think my strings about to snap. 
          
          This is my 2nd string in the past 2 weeks we had to replace cus I got old strings.

Bro today I went to the grocery store and ran into someone from my church. The thing is no one in my family likes this person becuase their family, including them, did some messed up things to us a while ago.
          
          It was so awkward becuase they walked down the isle we were in and when I told my mom "Hey is that(their name)" THEY LOOKED AT ME. And on top of that I saw my sister ex best friend at a craft store.
          
          And what's even odder is that the person i ran into at the grocery store doesn't even live in my part of town, they live on the other end so it's odd that they went to my part of towns grocery store since it's like a 30 min drive from their house to said store. 
          
          And what's worse I have to see them at church the next time I go. 
          
          I'm not even kidding about how awkward it was cus I don't talk to this person and all the sudden we see each other outside of a church setting, and in normal clothes out of the blue.
          
          I know they saw us becuase we differently saw them and they had to have seen us by the way the isle was laid out.

I wish I was 13 again, 13 was my last real year before shit hit the fan for my life.

My follower count went down by 2....

I don't think my first follower is active anymore, they haven't updated anything or announced anything in a year. I hope they are doing well.
          
          I think they got caught and that's why they went in active becuase I remember a while ago seeing a now deleted announcement about it.

I just got my guitar strings changed since my A string snapped as I was practicing to play for someone, it was terrible timing as I knew it was going to break the second it wouldn't tune.
          
          I hope my family enjoys my nightly 12 AM- 2 AM guitar session in the middle of the night cus that's how it's been for the past week. I have my guitar unplugged form the amp at night when I play so it may not sound the best but it won't wake everyone up.
          
          
          I learned like 2 songs in the past week becuase of it. 
          
          Also I am working on a chapter of After You Cheated so keep on the look out for that in the future as well.