Miraculousislife

Nah tell me why my dad said I couldn't eat dinner cus I didn't feed our dogs even with a brown reclus spider in the lid of the food bin. Like idk about you but I ain't touching that thing and risk getting bit and having a whole in my skin so I could have some plain white rice. 
          
          I was like "ok starve me" and walked in my room cus for 1. I am terrified of spiders and have been since I was a little kid, and 2. if I get bit I'm sure that will be more concerning than me eating dinner. When my mom said dinner was ready I walked out of by room becuase I needed to wash my hands after cleaning my room and I saw what my mom made and I said, "I'm not eating dinner" and my dad said "that's right you don't have to worry about what your mom made cus your not eating it" and I was like ok bet and went back in my room. 
          
          My dad did end up letting me had one bowl of rice but nothing else after. He said "If the dogs don't eat you don't eat" even after he fed them himself and they already ate. I eventfully got him to let me have some ice cream cus there was a scoop left out of a container so that's all I had other than rice. 
          
          Still more than some people and at least I was able to eat dinner.

I hate perverts like today I was at the shops with my brother and I was wearing a skirt, mistake number 1, and it was just about above my knee and we were in checkout and this 50 year old man was behind us.
          
          Nothing out of the ordinary about that right? Well this dude kept bending down right behind me where his face was like right there at my butt looking at me while we was getting up, he did this twice, but that's not all. When he first got behind us he had his phone at pointed where you might be wondering at my butt  and it was painfully obvious as he was looking me in the eye as he did it. My brother didn't see it but I was inching closer to my brother  trying to put as much distance between me and this guy but that did work.
          
          I was standing next to my brother and I was obviously uncomfortable becuase both of us saw what just happened with him looking at my butt and that man was so close to me that if he reached his hand out like a inch he would be touching my back. 
          
          Mind you he looks like a stereotypical creep you would see in those catching predators shows, no joke plus he had a crooked nose so something tells me this isn't the first time he has done this. 
          
          I moved in front of my brother and then this man decides to try and cut us off in line. Lucky that was the end of our interaction when we pasted him walking out and went to the store next door but I am never wearing the shirt in the shops again cus even if it wasn't that "short" you could still see under it when you were as low as the man was.
          
          Plus that man gave me a unsettling feeling the moment he got behind me.  he put away his phone which was a good thing becuase my brother was already about the punch the guy in the middle of the store and if he had his phone out taking pictures of me and if my brother saw that man would have a broken nose. 
          
          I was wearing shorts under my skirt cus you never know when you trip over air a lot so even if the guy saw under my skirt there was nothing for him to see.

IFY this is highly embarrassing 
          Yk know what's worse than walking in on your parents doing the deed.... Seeing my mom's old kinky lingerie.
          
          I'm not kidding I saw it by accident and I need to bleach my eyes. I can never look at my parents the same after what I saw. 
          
          Not ONLY that but I was looking at past guitar strings orders and on the last page was 2 sets of lingerie and a swimsuit that barely covered anything that my mom ordered in 2013. 
          
          I actually can't. I needed to share this cus I can't tell my friends cus well it's my mom and I needed to tell someone.
          
          I can't stop laughing at this it's just hilarious (or I'm tired honestly idk) but that was defiantly embarrassing.

I know my record player hates to see me coming cus AM side 2 is on all the time cus I love Snap Out of it and Knee Socks.

My sister pissed me off today so imma talk about it. So basically I got a record the other day and we have like 4 record players in the house (one of them being my sister's which she never uses) I asked my sister if I could use her record player while I order one and she said "I don't want to get it right now" so I said ok and dropped it.
          
          Later today I asked her if I could get the record player for her since she did want to do it herself and it's right in eye sight in her wardrobe and she said no and I was like ok.
          
          Now I was telling my mom what she said with her saying "I don't want to get it right now" and my sister screams from her room that I am lying even when what I just said is what my sister said and my sister even stated what she said which is what I said.
          
          She couldn't even hear what I said completely and she accused me of something I wasn't even doing. And as usually as soon as my dad said what I just said cus my sister can't believe that I wasn't lying she went quiet and didn't even apologize.
          
          Like miss girl your always on my butt about apologizing to you but when it comes to me you say nothing??? Talk about double standards. 
          
          But anyways, she said I could use it tomorrow after she gets home from work but the thing is she never does anything after work that she says she would. She would always make up a excuse why she didn't want to and why she wouldn't.   
          
          So I'm probably not going to get it tomorrow anyways.
          
          Ps the other records players are ether in my brother's room or the living room which I can't use that one cus my mom watches TV 24/7 in there on full volume so I can't hear anything over her crime shows. 
          
          And I rarely ask to borrow stuff from my sister as I know this isn't a premiant solution and when ever she askes for anything from me I always get it to her that same day even if I don't want too. Not saying she has too but this is just information i thought you should know.

I stopped play my guitar for like 2 weeks and now my calluses are gone and it hurts like hell to play T T

I just found out I have a type of eczema no wonder why my arm is cover in bumps and is red most of the time.

I was at a get together at my uncles place and it was my cousins, 2nd cousins, their friends, and my uncles home owner. 
          
          When we got there this guy came up to me, I've never seen him before btw and we are not related. He was super sweet and I got to know him a bit he is about 4 years older than me so he was in his 20's but not as old as my sister.
          
          Then his 2 friends show up both of them one of them looked super familiar but I don't know where I seen them before so while one was chatting with my older brother 2 of them were talking to me. They are also in their 20's one was 25 and the other was 21 21 ish.
          
          It was about 50 degrees out so it was colder than normal but I was freezing my butt off becuase I forgot a jacket at home cus I was in a rush and all three of them offered to get me a jacket or gloves it was so sweet. 
          
          Then this other guy showed up for a second and started calling the boys by their nickname and one of them was "Little Sprinkle".  Then we started talking about nicknames and I told him mine was "Butter hands" becuase I have no grip on my hands and he tensed me about that.
          
          But yeah we got to know each other I mean they live in my neighborhood and they made plans with my brother to come to my place and challenge me to a Just Dance game and smash bros. 
          
          I was talking to the 25 year old preppy much until they left and we had a lot of common interest in games, shows, books, ect and we were going to play Pokémon together at some point.  
          
          It was fun I got to talk to people and now talking to new people isn't that bad after the first interaction.
          
          Actually the guy who first came up to me was homeschooled for a while so we talked about that and how it made it hard for us to meet new people and how we were both trying to break out of the shell that formed when we were isolated. 
          
          It was nice talking to them, they feel like a bid brother to me honestly. They just have that vibe yk? But anyways I faced my fear of talking to men and it isn't that bad.

Y'all 2020 babies are going into Kindergarten this year I feel so old.

Y'all in honor of me dropping my old friends 3 years ago let's go through some of the messed up things they have done.
          
          1. my best friend at the time repeatedly told me she was going to call be not never did but instead she called everyone else but me behind my back and I only realized that becuase they were all playing Roblox and one of them told me they were on Apple facetime (I have android) so I couldn't join them. 
          
          2. same girl, me and this girl had a argument after I was done putting up with her bs and she lied about me behind my back to the entire friend group and turned half of them against me. 
          
          3. same girl, she and the youngest of the group were like best friend's and what ever one said the other followed and one time I got in the frame of their Roblox edit and they ghosted me for 2 months.
          
          4. same girl, after we stopped talking for a while she reached out and i gave her another chance just for her to play with me then block me again while on the phone with the other girl laughing about me.  
          
          5. same 2 girls, they always blamed me for drama they started and would just stop talking to me for weeks on end becuase of crap they did.
          
          6. different girl, we are chill but she sided with my old best friend even after she lied to her face about me and she doesn't talk to me anymore. 
          
          Anyways, that's all hope y'all have better friends then I did.