help my tummy hurts

"WE need to do laundry to day, but i've gotta run around, so i dont care when YOU get it done" -my mom

one of my friends told me to join the math club in the upcoming year and im like NO i am NOT joining alpha beta omega or whatever its called why did they name it like a fraternity

if you dont wanna read me cry tou skip yah:
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          i hate my brain i was overthinking and thinking about how this time last year i was comforting my 7 year old manx cat since its america day and now im comforting a silly little dog. i hate that i went from giggling with my friends at art club and five minutes later my parents called me and told me our house burnt down. my first question was that cat. i thought he was okay. im genuinely scared of fireworks now. i dont want my house to burn down again. what if something else i love dies. i cant let that happen. i couldnt last man. im so upset i miss him so much. i hate when my mom or dad dont listen to me when i say im upset, i saw something i said looked cool and said that all my christmas presents burnt and my dads immediate response was, "me too, though". like im not a child. like my brain isnt easily influenced. i cant look at fires, campfires, nothin anymore without visualizing the crackling of the house and the explosions of the propane. i was fine ish when it happened, jokes and everything, but i cope so insanely. i did it when my grandpa died, and i feel so frickin bad now. my friends joke with me but it hurts so much. okay vent done why did you read all this gng

"fandom so small it doesnt have a sinking town trend" 
          
          FANDOM SO SMALL IVE ONLY EVER SEEN ONE ENGLISH FANFIC OF IT 
          yes i checked ao3

i fell asleep with my laptop open and now my trackpad doesnt work

why has it never crossed my mind that grape faygo + reeses is yummy yum yum

my head hurts

"i would do so well in the 70's!" i say like im not a queer woman

i miss my frickin kitty whyd he have to die :(

i just finished sunrise on the reaping and OH MY GOD KILL ME