onlywillyorliam

kinda want to post some happy stuff on this board lol
          i ain’t got much to say tbh but if you ever feel like life isn’t worth it anymore, please stay here, stay with the ppl who love you, talk to ppl, find a way to love at least a piece of your life, read philosophy, buy flowers…
          also i thank everyone who read at least a chap of what i write, i know i haven’t post in a while but i struggle to write regularly…
          got a story that might be published by the end of the year, but no promises, yk me lol
          got a trumblr account for those who wants to hear more about me lmao
          y’all have a nice day
          i love you 

what is wrong with me fr ?
          like, we are literally together, i can say i go out with him but i don’t feel happy
          is that because we have been acting like a couple since a while and putting the words to it doesn’t mean so much ?
          or is it because he doesn’t feel comfortable showing us to the world and so we are kinda secret ?
          ik tbh 
          but i need to know because i don’t want to hurt him or hurt myself…

honestly, i don’t want to lose anyone anymore, i am stuck in grief rn and it hurts way to much…

i do not enjoy experiencing both grief & loss and love…

omg !
          i am finally dating the guy i’ve loved for the past three years ??
          like, i thought nothing was meant btwin us and yet today he apparently accepted to give it a try and make efforts ;-;
          can’t believe, please someone help me understand it

happy bday to me <3

i rlly don’t like what’s going on and i can’t make the choice i should probably do…

always feels awful to see that you have a relapse and that nothing has changes

oommmggg 
          i just finished writing a new chap today !!
          ik it is not much but i haven’t wrote shit since a little while now so, i am satisfied :)

okay sooo
          i failed to even continue the three different stories i wanted to finish b4 Christmas… 
          so nothing for this year neither, srry
          maybe a next time