Lately, I’ve been in a pretty rough slump. My mind hasn’t been cooperating the way I wish it would, and it’s been exhausting trying to push through each day. My depression, the kind I’ve been medicated and monitored for, has started creeping back in, and there are moments where everything feels heavier than I can handle.
Finding LingOrm was one of the things that genuinely lifted me up before; it made me smile and feel alive again. But lately, it’s like the weight is returning, and I’m still learning how to deal with it. On top of that, I’ve been battling some health issues. I was supposed to go for treatment, but with how unstable my condition is right now, I don’t know if I have the strength to go through it.
If there ever comes a day when I stop writing or updating, it won’t be because I’ve forgotten this space, it will be because life has pulled me somewhere I can’t quite climb out of yet. But for now, I’m still here. I’m still trying. And I appreciate every single one of you who’s been patient with me.
Seeing all the comments and feedback you’ve given me makes me feel good, truly. Thank you for being there. Like I’ve said before, writing is a form of therapy for me, a way to pull myself away from the darker thoughts that like to haunt me. Your support makes that easier.
So… thank you for reading, for caring, and for giving me a little light on the days I can’t find my own.