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Yo can I use one of your one shots for little mix as inspo for a book and give you credit

I cut myself today. Not like one of those ‘oops the knife slipped’ type of cuts either. Like I actually took something and cut myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal. I don't want to die or anything. 
          
          With that being said you're probably asking why did I do it then. It's not like cutting myself will take the pain away. You're right. It doesn't but it does make a new type of pain. A pain that I can control. 
          
          Do I like being in pain? Yes and no. I actually sat and admired the cuts after. That also made me add a few extra cuts. But it also hurt me. You're probably thinking ‘Duh of course if hurts. You just sliced your arm.’ True but I mean a different type of hurt. I promised myself I wouldn't get to this point and now I'm here. That hurts me.
          
          What hurts even more is that I don't actually mind where I am. Anyway I just had to get that off my chest. I think everyone deserves to have a good rant every now and then.

Is Wattpad really about to delete all of their mature books???

Not me reading your about and screaming when I see swanqueen