MUTAFUX

Looking at my old Wattpad account (not this one) makes me physically ill.

nvmtobio

Will "Uncontrollable" continue? You haven't updated for a while qwq

MUTAFUX

@Craigisbestlol I almost forgot to @ you oh dear
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MUTAFUX

It will I’m sorry about the wait I just been dealing with a few issues along with a little bit of writers block 
            I’m glad you’re liking it though 
            Also sorry for the late reply
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MUTAFUX

este mensaje puede ser ofensivo 
It’s 9:16 AM and I’m drinking cold coffee while asking myself.
          “Is this shit still worth it?” 
          Now, I don’t mean to be a negative Nancy but I kinda don’t think it is. 
          Then again I’m wrong. I just caught myself in a little rut and it’s been like this for the past few months. I don’t feel motivated to do anything 
          I feel weak and tired and I don’t wanna talk to anyone. I want to
          And hit me for saying this but I wanna disappear.
          
          
          And because of those feelings I haven’t really been myself lately. I haven’t spoken to people that I love because of this. I haven’t updated any of my content on here because of this because I feel like what I put onto paper isn’t good enough. I post on Instagram to get people to think that I’m fine when I’m just stuck in a whirlpool of my own self destruction.
          
          This isn’t a vent. This isn’t a cry for help. I’m just coming clean before the guilt claws it’s way into my flesh.
          
          Note that I won’t tell anyone why I’m feeling this way because of privacy reasons. I just wanted to let everyone know that I’m still here and I’m doing my best to get the help I need.
          
          I’m just letting people know that I’m still alive. 
          And I want to live for the people who have helped me in the past.
          
          Thank you for sticking around. I hope I’ll be able to update soon since I’m on vacation.
          
          Have a good day.

Lili_love_yaoi

I will support you until the end you are one of the greatest person that's I've met in my entire life and there is only 4 people that owns that title
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MUTAFUX

@Lili_love_yaoi thanks for the support Lili.
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Lili_love_yaoi

THEY TOOK AWAY MY KNIFE
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MUTAFUX

Yo @ motivation
          ....WHERE TF U AT?
          
          Also hello :v I ain’t fookin dead
          Just really lazy
          I’m probably gonna post a cringe book soon
          It’s an X OC so you know that shits gonna make your eyes bleed :)))
          I’m happy to back and I’m happy to leave because I know I’ll forget that I want to update my books.
          Hope I don’t.