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(Just...lemme rant here for a moment--)
Last night was my last performance, I almost cried, like tf. I knew I wasn't going to keep the plant, but still! They were just selling them? WHAT THE FUUCKKKCKK?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!? I LITERALLY put my BLOOD, SWEAT, and TEARS into that plant! I don't even understand why I'm so upset, I'm probably just being stupid. I guess....it's probably because this play was a first for two things
1) My mom has never missed any of my performances, and she missed both Friday and Sunday
2) My dad was at the hospital the whole time so he didn't get to see it at all
I'm literally up at 2am, wishing I had someone here I could talk to, hug, and a fucking shoulder to cry on for once