MWitsmeJK

not me going through my feed and wanting to hug my past self; i feel so much better now and i’m glad I kept my thoughts on my feed so I could look through it again later (now)

MWitsmeJK

How are you doing? It's been awhile.

MWitsmeJK

@idkwhatwrongwyou Actually I take that back.
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MWitsmeJK

@idkwhatwrongwyou  Great since I've been hanging out at my cousin's.
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idkwhatwrongwyou

@MWitsmeJK Great, how you been?
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MWitsmeJK

Everyone keeps telling me that I have to stay alive for them, that killing myself would be selfish because they need me and my departure would cause them great pain.
          
          What about MY pain? What about ME? I’m dying inside, falling apart every single night and shoving back my broken pieces inside my chest every morning, bleeding internally. What about MY pain? Why can’t I rest easy? Isn’t it selfish for you to ask me to stay knowing how badly I'm hurting?

foreverinadais

@MWitsmeJK they only say that cause they love you!! Because people, like myself and everyone of your follows, care about you and your wellbeing. I'm so sorry you feel broken. I wish I could help build you back up. But I promise, one day it'll all get better. Trust me, I know. And I know you probably hear this a lot and you might be sick of people saying it, but YOU MATTER. your life is so so valuable. We can try and help. Just please, consider everything. Please don't end your life when you have SO much to live for x
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shescryingonthemoon

Hi there!
          
          You spoke to me half an hour ago after I saw your last post. I read it and I felt so distressed so I read through many of your other posts. I swear, I can't bear to read anymore even though I'd like to find out from what time it was that you began to act negative. I'm no psychologist or anything but I'm a human and so I know how times like this feel. Luckily for me, I got over this stage of life when I was quite young (though the effects we're so emotionally scarring). Now that I've finally turned the page on that chapter of my life, I want to help others do the same. Messages to remember:
          1) Don't call yourself ARMY if you don't love yourself.
          2) If you really are an ARMY, immerse yourself in the positive messages and culture. This will automatically solve your problems for you if you do it right.
          3) You are human and you have feelings. So do other people, talk about it and you might find somebody who can help.
          4) You're here for a reason so don't think of bad thoughts and plague your mind.
          5) If there's something about yourself that other bully you for, ignore them. BTS has haters right, but do they care? No.
          6) You are a beautiful and individually different person. No one will be quite the same as you so love it.
          7) You are perfect the way you are. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise and know that there are positive ways to bring about change if it really is deemed necessary.
          
          These are 7 important facts that you should stand by at all times. DM me if needed, I can give advise. Do be aware that I'm pretty straight-forward so if you don't like that kind of sympathy, I might be a little harsh for you. I'm 13 for god sake. I won't plague you with stupid ideas so just come to me and try it out. I'm an immature idiot so if for some time, you want to forget your trash life, just DM me because I know how to make people forget their horrible life. Go to my convo section ask my followers, which of them have I helped. I'm sure many will stand up and tell you.