mara♥

bye

hey love ! i just heard about what's
          happening to you and would just like
          to let you know that i'm here for you
          if you need anything !
          
          - jess aka @appreciatebts ❤️

oh my this is really stressful - I feel dead 

omg I thought my house was on fire and I woke up in a cold sweat
          
          life is great 

If I seem moody, mean, or emotional. It's probably because I just lost my great grandmother.
          
          I loved her a lot. She never complained about me being a nuisance, or a problem. She loved me for who I was and she always took care of me. Now that she's gone, I feel really empty, like somethings missing.
          
          I don't think people realize how hurt I am by this. I always tell cringe worthy jokes to hide my sadness. So, people think I'm shallow and immature. 
          
          It was really hard to face her, in the coffin. She was very pale, and her lips were curved into a semi smile. I cried a lot. I have to admit, I think about how she looked,  and I just get very emotional and scared.
          
          I don't know why I be scared, but it's probably just apart of my anxiety! 
          
          Sorry, Mara. ♥

hii 
          i think you’re nice too
          c:

I love you too, have fun and ignore threats, smile a lot for me :)) 

I love you more ❤️

"Oppa! Buy me food!" 
          
          Why is this something I would say? - I don't know.