MaKMaK116

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To anyone who lives in the states that voted and supports the hatred and malice that DONALD TRUMP is spreading, what is wrong with you?!?! 
          	All I see is anger and division and rights being taken away, up until today I only witnessed it through social media. Not even 20 minutes ago I got to hand deliver a letter from ICE to one of my neighbors because it was delivered to the wrong apartment. Our country is collapsing because of your choice. I hope your proud of yourselves, I hope you fully understand the weight and impact your vote has on the destruction and basic human rights being stripped away bit by bit. YOU CHOSE AND WANTED THIS!! I fear for my family and friends safety and well-being, for myself. And for every one of you that may be targeted by his selfish, racist, hateful agenda. Hate is what is being spread. This is disgusting. Absolutely despicable. Fuck the government officials that support and follow Trump and his Nazi cohorts and every one who supports his choices and decisions.

MaKMaK116

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To anyone who lives in the states that voted and supports the hatred and malice that DONALD TRUMP is spreading, what is wrong with you?!?! 
          All I see is anger and division and rights being taken away, up until today I only witnessed it through social media. Not even 20 minutes ago I got to hand deliver a letter from ICE to one of my neighbors because it was delivered to the wrong apartment. Our country is collapsing because of your choice. I hope your proud of yourselves, I hope you fully understand the weight and impact your vote has on the destruction and basic human rights being stripped away bit by bit. YOU CHOSE AND WANTED THIS!! I fear for my family and friends safety and well-being, for myself. And for every one of you that may be targeted by his selfish, racist, hateful agenda. Hate is what is being spread. This is disgusting. Absolutely despicable. Fuck the government officials that support and follow Trump and his Nazi cohorts and every one who supports his choices and decisions.

MaKMaK116

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MaKMaK116

Today was wild. It got better when I was at the store with my family and three guys walked past as we were heading to the check out. One made my heart skip a beat and my breath still, he was so handsome. And looked a little bit like Namjoon...then as he's walking past her my sister turns and looks at me and says "hey look there's your type!" That was the highlight of my night.

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Why do people keep assuming I'm high when I say something that is relevant and actually real? I'm not making stuff up here just for kicks, if I were you'd know!! AND I am one of the rarities that cannot function or handle being high without getting!! Why is this my life? Why, WHYYYYY are people like this...

MaKMaK116

What in the hell is a vision board and how does one make it? I seem to have lost what I want for my future so this seems a little insulting and stressful I'm trying not to cry in class because I don't know how to make one.

MaKMaK116

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I think I share my brain cells or the singular most important brain cell with someone...but I don't know who that would be. But whomever it is I would like the fucking brain cell back. Please and thank you because I have a fuck ton of homework to accomplish before Spring is 2026 arrives.

MaKMaK116

Is there a human who is not busy or overwhelmed with their own life that I can ask for help? Bonus if you're into psychology or dream analysis... I need some help processing something.

MaKMaK116

@JennyG576 yeah I know, they don't make me feel crazy really more like terrified I wake up checking for injuries after every one of them. And thank you for you help.
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JennyG576

@MaKMaK116 that might be the best path, someone who's learning might appreciate a test person so to speak and talking to anyone sometimes even just to have them listen and tell you that you aren't crazy and having feelings is okay as long as you don't let them harm yourself or others. I have had people who couldn't shake their demons real or subconscious it's important to let those fears and feelings out.
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MaKMaK116

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@JennyG576 in a way yeah but I'm trying to figure out if the fucking trauma is the reason for the nightmares or if it's stress and anxiety. I was talking to a woman at my university who's getting her PhD in Psychology but since she's not licensed in the state we're in she can't diagnose me or treat me but when she and I were talking she was getting to know me and I was explaining my life and the trauma and when I explained the nightmares she said in addition to ADHD it sounded like PTSD. Though I'm tempted to ask her to do it anyway just for fun that way I can just have that then when I see a licensed one I can see what they say and see if they see the same shit.
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MaKMaK116

I LOST MY JOB TODAY!! AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!! 
          
          I LOST MYSELF SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY TRYING TO MAKE SURE I KEPT THAT JOB AND DID MY BEST.
          
          WHENEVER I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HAVE NO CLUE WHO I AM LOOKING AT
          
          MY MENTAL HEALTH DECLINED HORRIBLY OVER THE LAST 4 YEARS TOO?! NAAAAAAAH I AM GOOD AND DONE. 
          
          Let's find some place else to work that is filled with amazing people and is just better all around. 
          
          While the last job was filled with knowledge and helped me learn many things it's time to find something new. 
          
          I am excited!!

MaKMaK116

@JennyG576 Awe. I mean losing that job helped me but this gave me more encouragement to look for one that is perfect for me! Thank you Jenny <3
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JennyG576

@MaKMaK116 I'm going to pray that this was exactly what you needed to find a better fit for your mental health and positivity.
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MaKMaK116

@JennyG576 wow that's crazy, but amazing as well.
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