RoyalPotatoHighness

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man, 27 does not feel any different. 

Gay Pride Month!!!!!!!! 

I’ve been sick every month this year. Untitled by Simple Plan is basically my theme song at this point. 

Forgot I had four accounts on here and two of them have emails that don’t exist anymore. I’m trying to get them deleted but it’s impossible because the emails don’t exist. And one of the emails is a gmail I made in high school that I don’t even use at all. I’ve only use my iCloud and my other gmail. It’s so frustrating. Now I have five accounts. No will know my fifth account. I don’t think anyone would make the connection since it’s not going to be fanfiction. It will be my fiction. lol 

Last month, I was sick with the Covid Variant and then got my period. This month I got a normal cold and when I got better I started my period. Two weeks of feeling like shit two months in a row. Why the fvck is this happening to me? I think I’m still cursed!!!!! Shadow Demon Cat! FVCK OFF!!!

My makeup ate yesterday. 

I feel like Benjamin Button. 

Someone said I looked 12 years old today. ????? Am I getting younger???!!!! It was 20 then 19 then 18 then 16 then 15 and now 12. Why? 
          
          I put makeup on too!!!! Which makes me look older!!! 

I can now say that weird relationship thing doesn’t exist anymore. I am officially single. No, weird misunderstandings or misconceptions about what we were. I’m done. I can’t wait around for a text that will never come and I’m done initiating contact. It’s too much stress for a bipolar woman. I need people to talk to and he won’t give that. I’m officially putting down my foot and saying that this weird relationship is over. I’m done waiting. I can’t wait. It hurts more to wait for a text that I know is not going to be there. I wish I never waited. I’m so stupid to think he would ever change. No texts, barely talks, little to no contact. We’re basically not even dating. So I’m done. My mental health is in crisis and I’m not going to therapy for sh¡t that I already know. I’m gonna be writing something soon. 

KRSTILIANHA IS DRAWING AGAIN!!!!!! I’M SO HAPPY!!!! They’ve been unable to draw because of a mental block. They said whenever they tried to draw, they couldn’t draw. They would try and draw a line but immediately delete it. They wanted to draw and they have drawing they’re working on but they felt like they couldn’t draw at all. I don’t know what changed but I’m so excited.