RoyalPotatoHighness

My makeup ate yesterday. 

I feel like Benjamin Button. 

Someone said I looked 12 years old today. ????? Am I getting younger???!!!! It was 20 then 19 then 18 then 16 then 15 and now 12. Why? 
          
          I put makeup on too!!!! Which makes me look older!!! 

I can now say that weird relationship thing doesn’t exist anymore. I am officially single. No, weird misunderstandings or misconceptions about what we were. I’m done. I can’t wait around for a text that will never come and I’m done initiating contact. It’s too much stress for a bipolar woman. I need people to talk to and he won’t give that. I’m officially putting down my foot and saying that this weird relationship is over. I’m done waiting. I can’t wait. It hurts more to wait for a text that I know is not going to be there. I wish I never waited. I’m so stupid to think he would ever change. No texts, barely talks, little to no contact. We’re basically not even dating. So I’m done. My mental health is in crisis and I’m not going to therapy for sh¡t that I already know. I’m gonna be writing something soon. 

KRSTILIANHA IS DRAWING AGAIN!!!!!! I’M SO HAPPY!!!! They’ve been unable to draw because of a mental block. They said whenever they tried to draw, they couldn’t draw. They would try and draw a line but immediately delete it. They wanted to draw and they have drawing they’re working on but they felt like they couldn’t draw at all. I don’t know what changed but I’m so excited. 

I’m going to change the ending again for My Story. I’ve been pondering it over and feel like I should do that for you. Also, if you want, I could also give an alternative ending for people who don’t like unhappy endings. 

Should I rewrite My Story BTS FF again? I feel like I need to redo the ending and correct some plot holes that I created when I deleted the smut scenes. Should I unpublish it and give regular updates? 

My family is here!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so happy !!!! Except for my brother-in-law he can go suck a duck. And duck is not misspelled. 

I am cursed to get hurt every time I work. I have not gone a day at work with a minor injury. 

I literally got an ad about John Williams as I’m watching John Williams HP music. Too much of a coincidence.