I became such a big looser. At least my grades are getting improved in school after all of those mess and unleashing some specific people in my life. Was it even worth it to let them go? I already lashed out of them in my life, yet, i still think about those people. I have ruined their perspectives towards me and they saw how ive changed a lot. Why can't i do something correct in my life for once? Where can i find that correct pathway in my life again? I'm so tired. I got my consequences for my actions and behavior towards them and its too late to do anything about it. On how to fix everything again. I have never wished to turn things out like this :(. I miss all of them. I just want to go back and redo everything. My personality, behavior and mostly my actions. I don't want to feel burden everyday anymore.
It's too late to apologise for everything.
