I just opened my eyes today, like metaphoricly, and i finally vented to a family memeber who turns out to be going through similar issues. After we talked we stood up and hugged eachother and he said,"I'm proud of you" to me. I opened my window and played jack stauber then currently cleaning my room! If anyone wants to vent, I'm here for you! I have a whole different point of view on life now, I think I could help by just chatting!! <3