It's been almost a year since I deleted all of my works here in wattpad and promise not to comeback, I don't know, I kinda want to come back or should I say I'm kind of regretting deleting all of my works here, I sometimes having a thought of "what if I didn't deleted "Two birds in one stone" which it has 500k+ reads, is there a possiblity that it will be at million reads by now?" I'm kind of missing the fame I had before as a writer not that famous but knowing my works are reaching thousands of people, you know.
I'm missing the people I am with those times that I'm battling with my writers block. That I'm battling my own battles in life, and together we fought and write. I'm kind of missing those times that they was able to help me write such amazing stories, and I miss writing as well.
I am no longer into social media, to books or such, we can say that I was isolated for what I always do before, for almost a year now. And I'm kind of sad about it. But as we grow old we really need to choose which to prioritize first, it's easy to say we can multi-task, but we can never prioritize everything at the same time.
I'm fighting my anxiety right now that made me write this down, I'm longing for my writer self and the feeling of having a lot of people you can talk just like before. I'm longing for everyone that is now part of an album full of memories. But I believe one day I will do my greatest comeback.-Madame_heartless.