Maddie

Guess who?!?

I'm Starting to Slowly Reach that point in life. i'm just use to everything now. people talking crap on me. People hating me for no reason. people hurt me. even though they said they would'nt. Promises were broken. Even Though they promised. People used me and took advantage of me. Those people made me regret, giving them my trust.. Truth is i don't give a crap anymore.

i want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. there are no words to express the feeling I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. you are my life, my heart, my soul. 
          
            
          
          You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. 
          
            
          
          Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day.

I have my flaws. I’m not going to even try to pretend like I don’t. I’m impatient, overly sensitive, sometimes a tad overdramatic and I need to be reassured that I am loved more than the average person. I beat myself up over little things- one of the many traits that comes with being a perfectionist. I lose my temper sometimes and I’m terrible with words. All of this only adds on to my cynical take on life. I have my flaws. But I also have my strengths, something that I have seem to forgotten this summer. I love you, both of you. But I can’t be making up excuses anymore when you don’t deserve it. You made me forget who I was for a second. I forgot what made me a good person because all I could focus on was the flaws that drove you away. I turned into someone I couldn’t live with and I don’t think either of you know what that means.

That’s when the time that you don’t know what is going on and you don’t have an idea on how to handle things. You have to make an initiative so everything will be okay. I did this for the benefit of all. 
          
           So God answered my prayers. He gave me the mind and the courage to put everything to an end. So I guess this is the time when I have to do the right thing. I will carry all the burden just to see them happy. At least, I am his greatest realization and his badass challenge not to let go of a perfect girl that he has right now. Maybe that’s my purpose in his life. To make him realize about everything and to be his wake-up call. I thank God for that. I’m still hoping for the best for them. 
          
           There’s a little part of me that is still asking. Something that is pulling me back. Something that makes me hopeful. I’m still “waiting” for a final answer, but I guess there’s nothing for me to do. God has the power to hurt me and make me stronger. That’s life. Everything is placed according to His will. “We’re meant to fall in love, but we’re not meant to be together.”
          I said “goodbye” to him. Yes. Hardest decision ever, but God guided me with this hurtful word. 
           So I guess this is “one of the best blessings” in my lifetime. Thanks for everything and be happy. “Please love her better and make it forever.”

I think that in order for you to have a successful relationship is to make sure that you have completely moved on and accepted the things that happened in the previous one. Make sure that you fix yourself (spiritually and emotionally) before you open a new chapter of your love life. Don’t let the person in the next relationship suffer from being compared to the past.

You and I maybe we’re a broken record.
           Turn around we’re making sound but only for the noise
           And what if I could live like this, but not forever
           And what if you could move the needle to a more forgiving song
           And what if this, was never really broken all along
           But for tonight, I’m sleeping with my television on

It’s so funny despicable how you act like such a sweet heart towards people and then talk so much behind their backs. No actually… you aren’t a very nice person all the time. Yeah sure we all have our days, but you? It seems like every day isn’t your day. You might not have crossed me, but you obviously don’t treat people with the respect that they deserve. You’d be surprised by the amount of people who feel the same way.
          
           You really think you deserve that much eh?
          
           You just lost my respect

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          Some people will refuse to accept that you are no longer who you used to be – that you’ve made mistakes in the past, learned from them, and moved beyond them. They may not be able to stand the fact that you’re growing and moving on with your life, and so they will try to drag your past to catch up with you. Do not help them by acknowledging their begrudging behavior. Let go of their negativity, find peace, and liberate yourself!
          
           A true friend never holds the unchangeable past against you; instead, they help your repair your present and future. If someone relentlessly judges you by your past and holds it against you, you might have to take matters into your own hands, and repair your present and future by leaving them behind.
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sometimes you have to forget something bad that someone said to start a new beginning with them its the rules of life if you dont do that then you'll never have that one person you were so close with in your life agian and im pretty sure i want you back in my life like the way it was before you were my best friend i miss you i miss the way we were so close..  #‎FACTS