Maddison Bernal

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still wondering how you are<33

Hi, im doppithebest but new acc so yeah
          Havent heard from you in a while, are you okay love?<3

What up bitches!!! Sorry I haven't talked to y'all in a bit schools got my head in a loop, but I'm back and willing to talk! <3

hi, its me from @ForNo0ne
          my account got deleted, but my friend gave me her acc so yeah hi:)

Also also also, when you get off of break good luck with fuckin mid-terms cuz they fuckin suck!
          
          I get off of break the 3rd! 

Itsss the first of January bitchessssssssss!!! 2023 pls give me someone to love and cherish! But forget that fucking pathetic shit for happy fun kin new year and I wish everyone the best luck for fun kin 2023! Bye bitches, bros, and non-binary hoes!

One who truly hates themself do not know how to love because they were never given any.

I'm at the edge and I look down, it's far, it's calling me. I hope of something better.. a third option. It hits me then, I haven't ever known what I wanted out of life. Until now..
          
          I sort of want.. to be..dead...

I'm usually pretty good at putting on a mask I mean I do it all the time and if anyone ever suspects anything I shut them of with I'm fine, but today I was really struggling and I couldn't find it within myself to force another smile. It's exhausting trying to keep up with this persona and I don't wanna live in denial, but knowing that wasn't an option I brace myself for another day. I can feel myself getting agitated hoping it'll go away. Everything was going wrong, I could feel myself about to burst, emotions rushing to the surface I prepared myself for the worse, but then I saw someone staring, like they could see right through me. Sensing something was up they walked right to me. After a long pause they asked me " are you ok?" I have been asked this question many times before but there was something about the way they said it that made me feel like they actually cared about what I had to say. Struggling to keep myself together, I could feel my insecurities poring out on display. My walls were crumbling down, I had a lump in my throat. My eyes starting to tear up as I clenched onto my coat. See my mask saw my safety net, it helped me get through each day. The only thing I could rely on, to cover up the pain, and now that safety net was gone and I could find the right words to say. Cuz how do you tell someone your hurting when. You can't remember the last time you were okay. I couldn't get myself to sugar up I couldn't get myself to force another smile not this time, I couldn't get myself to come up with some silly excuse because in this moment it didn't feel right. So I did the only thing I could, I broke down and cried.