@Nutella_and_Fries it's not only that I have no motivation, I also have no time to write. I have a dance performance coming up in May that I need to get ready for, I'm in 5 (maybe 6) different dances. I have to get ready for the cherry blossoms parade (I'm dancing there too), and pictures, I need to scratch to be able to do things for my dances. Also because I have so much to do with dance, I can barely get any of my homework done so I'm up all night doing that and I still have to get up at 6AM every morning and then I get really tired at hel- I mean school. School is really not the place for me, it's already bad enough, but now I have to go school with probably about 6-4 hours of sleep everyday, and when I get home a pretty much crash until I have to go to dance. I just don't have time. I'm really sorry...