Amity, oh fucking cramity!

Hey y'all, sorry I've been inactive lately. Writers block is a hell of a thing, and I have no idea where the story is going. I'll try to get a chapter out by tomorrow, but no promises it will hold up to the first chapter.

So uh, kinda forgot to click publish. It's up now tho!  PART ONE OF HIDDEN HEART WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Part one of Hidden Heart has been published! WOOOOO! FINALLY!

Hahaha, wow, I uh, went through some shit. I'm gonna make the story, but I do not promise it'll be good. I'm by no means a romance writer, hell, I don't even write fantasy. So, it might be bad, but please don't kill me. Also thank you all for checking out my book, I'm gonna look at a bunch of boschlow stuff for inspiration.

Man, I feel really bad now because of how much attention "Hidden Heart" is getting. I have a lot on my plate with YouTube, and personal stuff, but I will update the story. Just have to get a good plot for the first chapter. Hope all of you have a great week, and also I might start a Sci-Fi TOH AU story sometime, so be on the look out for that.

Heyo, still workin' on the book, writing is harrd. But  other than that, I've had my first good day in years! For once in the last 5 years I  don't feel like I want to die.

Hahaha, so I  forgot a few, minor details when I decided to make Hidden Hearts. Uh first, I only write science fiction, and two, I have no idea how to write romance. So the chapters will take a bit more time than I originally thought. But nevertheless, I will persist! The chapters will come, and they will probably be great!

Me, eating a pb & j in my bed, being depressed because my girlfriend broke up with me: Shit, gotta storyboard for hidden hearts.... Just one more video.

WHAT THE HECK! I work on an actual serious story, no reads. I work on frickin' Boschlow, 30 reads?! Ahhhh! I didn't think y'all would like it!

TW/ Suicidal thoughts.
          
          So, I've moved schools, so I have no close friends anymore. And whenever I get online friends, I say something weird, and they push me away. I have 4 years to rewire my brain so I can deal with anger more respectfully. The country I live in is dying, and I can't leave it. I've been broken up with 5 times in the last half a year. My life is useless, I'm never happy. I don't laugh. I'm thinking about ending it all. There's no point for me to not. I have 6 mental disorders, all my friends are gone, the ones that I have are probably gonna leave me, I'm bad at writing, I never feel joy, I hurt everywhere all the time, and I'm probably going to die in a fire anyways. This might be the last thing I post here.