@MadyIcyThot
Hii how are you? I hope your doing great ＼(^^)／
Do you remember me? Im the one who ask if I could use one of your chapters as inspiration for one of my chapters. I haven't gotten to that part of the story but Im having truble with writing Aizawa would you be able to help me write Aizawas POV if not I totally understand and won't bug you with it. You can even delete this post if it makes you uncomfortable.
Internalized homophobia is like
First I was in denial
Then I was in Daniel
Guess who has a bf ..
(Yeah I'm still gay. LMAO it doesn't make any sense but we're both trans masc who identity as sapphic/women liker but I guess somehow for whatever reason I started to like him and now we're dating LOL first relationship kinda nervy..)
(It makes no sense but like we like eachother so ykw it doesn't matter)
I'M GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE. THERE ARE SO FEW FEMSLASH FICS ON AO3 ALREADY AND HALF OF THE ONES TAGGED AS SUCH ARE MSLASH ?? JUST EITHER GENDERBENT OR THE WLW SHIP IS A SIDE SHIP?? OR JUST PLAIN LYING??
I EVEN SAW A JIROU/IZUKU FIC IN THERE. WHAT THE FUCK THAT IS NOT WLW THAT IS MLW. I'M SO MAD RN WHY ARE LESBIANS LIKE NONEXISTANT. I'M NOT MAD ABOUT THE SHIP– W SHIP HONESTLY BUT LIKE THAT IS NOT?? FEMSLASH?? STOP TAGGING YOUR FICS AS F/F IF THEYRE F/M OR M/M I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THISSSS
@MadyIcyThot HELP AND WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND A PROPER FIC IT FUCKING SUCKS IK WHAT YOU MEAN </3 finding good sangsoo fics is so hard bro
K i am not ok [crying emojis] like halfway into an anime, i just now found out that my favorite ship, the one I was rooting for like the whole series, is DEEPLY illegal [skull emoji] HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HE'S LIKE 2000, HE LOOKS 16. HSGSHHFAFCEVWVWVANMK I FEEL SO BAD
@maca54320 BNA on Netflix :( it's really good, trust. I totally recommend. (But looking back i should have been able to tell that Shirou wasn't a minor .. maybe I was just coping because I really liked the ship [crying emojis] but then it got confirmed that he was immortal and I couldn't cope anymore sighhhhh..
Hey *insert doe eyes emoji*
The worst thing about being neurodivergent is that, why are all of my friends growing up without me. Like why are the majority of my friends just like growing up and ghosting me. Like I thought we were supposed to be weirdos together, I thought we were supposed to stick together through all of our phases, but then why are people just like changing so suddenly and leaving me behind. Like sure I've found a community now and people that share the same interests as me but all of my IRL friends and my old online best friend just like turning basic and leaving me behind. Yk? Like they're just changing to be the same as everyone else and there's nothing I can do about it, because they're not doing anything bad, but they're just like leaving me behind and starting to make fun of me and calling me weird when they were just like me a year or so ago. It's so hard to exist in the outside world when ik that like the only people that like me are online and when I go outside people look at me and think I'm a weirdo, yk? Sorry for the vent but like ykwim?
@MadyIcyThot Also I feel like a trespasser for randomly invading your wattpad acc mb bro this is js my monthly check up on wattpad </3
@MadyIcyThot I’m lowkey at the point where I just try to make them used to the weirdness. I became rlly close with a girl I know that’s pretty chill and my online friends cuz I know that they don’t exactly get the hype of the things I do, but they also don’t rlly judge me either. So I’d recommend not searching for someone who is the same weird as you but rather someone who’d accept it and even try to match your vibe for the sake of your friendship (it’d help if they were lwk weird too in their own way) cuz trust me, friendships solely based on weirdness and same interests don’t work out if said weird friend isn’t willing to accept you once she gets over the phase and you don’t. I don’t say ditch your friends ofc, just try to make them understand or talk to them about it cuz they probably don’t know how you feel about this
The more I live life as me, the more I think I need several diagnosises. Because like what the fuck is this shit
@MadyIcyThot Even sleeping moments bro I get dreams about it too (I’m not complaining I LOOOVE dreaming about this shit)
@MadyIcyThot Frr like wdym it isn’t normal to spend every waking moment of my life thinking about that one obsession
It's actually so messed up that people can't breathe underwater . Like wdym.
Hey chat! I re-wrote the first chapter of The Unfortunate for anyone who's interested, it has been posted, and I like it a lot more than the original chapter. Where I am right now in my writing skill, I just wasn't happy with the quality, so I re-wrote it. Instead of working on the next chapter. Good smart choices.
