Maggiebutton

*clock where i am hits midnight*
          
          WOOOOOOOOOOOOO, ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY
          FINALLY
          
          hi! im not dead! just inactive here, sorry

i just need to put this here
          just a rant
          you can move on
          
          Don't you hate it when your own MOTHER invalidates your feelings? You feel mad? Frustrated? Stressed? Too bad, those aren't a thing, I have no reason to feel those things, SHE is the one who deserved to be stressed, she's a MOTHER. It's not like stress is experienced by everyone in different ways and everyone reacts to different situations differently. Oh no, let's just focus on HER every slight inconvenience. You feel scared? Nope, just lazy. Feel like nothing is fair? Sorry life isn't fair so get over it, even though SHE is the one playing favirents and getting herself all pampered up and going on trips all of the time and constantly complaining that it's US kids making us broke and we’re just lazy slackers.
          She never asks about our opinions on ANYTHING, she yells at us about how horrible we are and how much of a waste we are and how lazy we are. And when we try to defend ourselves? She whines on and on about oh we called her a terrible mother and shes the villain and gos on about how we are children and we dont know anything and how stupid we are because we are just kids. She always denies saying those things but we all hear them.
          The only time she EVER cares about our feelings is when we have finally just have a mental breakdown. THEN she tells us in this soft voice we never hear about how dumb the reason for our breakdown is and how SHE should be the one breaking down because SHE has it so hard and we got it SO easy. She never asks why we break down. 
          She doesn't want to
          She doesn't care to
          *inhale*
          I don't blame her
          Because shes broken to

I HAVE BEEN ON WATTPAD FOR 4 YEARS
          
          WHAT-

me with just about everything: i am not phased and all :D
          me when i see a vid of someone getting slowing crushed in a springtrap suit and bleeding out while crying in pain: i sick now help-

just a quote i made up.
          
          "a family is a bridge, with a person on either side, the bridge stills holds even if it's old or one side has fallen, because it can still be repaired, the only way the bridge is truly fully broken, is if all the bridges ends are burned, and all sides give up"

hi guys. i know i havent been on...like at all.
          ive been having a rough time with school and home life and just living in general
          
          so not that anyone cares but...
          im now a high school dropout
          i just couldent do it anymore
          i was to far behind and to streased out
          so....
          ya...

Yeah…I haven’t been on in a while, I just needed a break, I will check back every so often
          
          Anyways hope you guys have a merry Christmas! 
          And a happy new year
          Let’s March onward to 2022

nearly died
          (dont worry im fine now)

I’m stressed
          
          School, work, home, mentally 
          I need a break
          Like a five week long vacation 
          Preferably somewhere in a small town in the middle of the mountains

i buried her, i buried Angle
          
          i got to see her for the first and last time
          she was perfect
          perfect in every way
          i love her
          even if i never get to see her while i live
          at least i know what she looked like
          
          she was beautiful 
          my perfect Midnight Angle