MagikFlyingKokoPuff

I just have so many negative feelings and bittersweet memories tied to here now and I'm at my breaking point. Thank you all. I love you all, really I mean it. You're all great people.

I might never come back here again, but ilya, thank you for being my friends guys <3

Im such an idiot and the worst part about this is I know if i had the option to do this all again from the start knowing you'd leave id do it because I know there was a time you genuinely liked me. I csnt do this again I dont ever wanna be left again I cant be left again it hurts too much I hate this I hate it so much what do I do with all the plans I had and all the ideas what do I do how do I get over this how do I feel better I cant do this right now or every again please i feel so indescribably upset

I cant keep doing this anymore I dont want to let anyone get close to me every again

It didnt feel real until now I really thought you'd come back i really thought huh

Im so gullible I really thought I keep doing this where I let people get close then I ruin it or they leave im so done with everything I feel so sick

I really did think you'd come back for me

I cant even hear their name without feeling sick im so sad I dont know how to express these emotions

I want my older sibling back

Koko messaged me on Tumblr!! They're okay :)