MagolorofHalcandra

One told the other a secret true as can be...

MagolorofHalcandra

The only reason I do this is for the candy. But the candy has gotten old and I had the love I wanted and like that I lost it. Something seemed familiar about those very words. Maybe I’ve said them before. Or maybe I just realize how terrible I am in one great sweep. I’ve tried to be better and help people but I fail and when I try to be good my blood tells me that I’m not my head lies and my emotions go spiraling out of control. There is no way know to save me from this as I know find. I keep hurting because I’m just a lowly demon looking for closure. But really I’m a fallen angel. Ask anyone who knew me. I was once not this bad and I know that but I can’t do anything. It’s gone to far for me to stop it. I will never forget that I am not a good guy here. I’m the bad guy. But I try not to be....
          -?????? Sunday, 12:45 AM, April 21st, Easter

MagolorofHalcandra

She sighed and looked at her phone
          ‘It’s normal for people to do this’ she thought to herself though she deep down knew she was lying. Mostly because she was using those words to calm herself down. The blood dripped from her leg. She had to get a bandage but forgot. She was crying. Maybe hat was the problem. Emotions where always her enemy. Especially after get a text from someone she cares about. Who now she feels is going to shut her out. 
          
          There was no hope 
          
          -?????? Sunday April 21st 12:40 am Easter

MagolorofHalcandra

I’m stupid. No one cares but I know for a fact that I’m stupid. 
          
          You can deny it all you want but the fact that I can’t seem to do one good thing with my life is not denied anymore. 
          
          I know that no one will get why I’m upset but I’m mad at myself and if anyone has any advice let me know please....