MahaOfDarkestNight

LIFES BACK ON, SITUATION RESOLVED WITHOUT ISSUE, I AM HAPPY!!!
          	
          	Also I’m aware I’ve provided no context for this and I am not going to because it’s a very personal thing so I do apologise for yelling into the void needlessly

MahaOfDarkestNight

Okay, my life is kind of shattering, no idea how it’s going to turn out but it’s going to take a lot of effort no matter what happens, so I’m not going to be posting or reading and probably not even replying for I don’t know how long, hopefully not long at all

DaiLindsay

@MahaOfDarkestNight I'm really sorry to hear that  Many prayers and much love. I hope it'll get better soon
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DaiLindsay

Hi, I just wanted to say I really love your poems! I really have been wanting to write poetry for a long time and want to start here. Can I ask how you got into poetry?

DaiLindsay

@MahaOfDarkestNight nah that's alright! I got into poetry going through the same thing! I was really emotional dealing with my anxiety and having to heal from past wounds and just starting writing, and I felt great afterwards knowing I spoke my truth. I think that sometimes messiness can help illustrate how deep your emotions are when you write. I try to be positive, but it's alright and human to let your emotions out too, which can help you feel free no matter how small the moment.
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MahaOfDarkestNight

Thank you! I got into poetry during school, mostly because I thought the area had a lot of potential but I found it very nonsensical and useless. 
            But one day I was in a horrendous mood and I needed to get my anger out, so I wrote a very long monologue about the woes of the world as it were, and then once I calmed down I read it through.
            The points were good but the execution was terrible and I wanted to improve it and make it shorter, but it wouldn’t work as a speech or an essay so I turned to poetry. 
            That was “God Of War” (or at least is now) and after I wrote that I found that occasionally I’d have a very expansive or interesting thought that needs more than just words to explain, and whenever I have one of those I turn it into a poem.
            Then again I’m not primarily a poet, I do it on the side of my writing as a way to enhance and improve literature instead of as a replacement, so I write poetry through a very different lens then most
            Im sorry I can’t give you a more helpful reply
            
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MahaOfDarkestNight

GIVE ME FEEDBACK COWARDS!!!
          Also thank you to the three whole people who have started following me! Expect irregular Lily-May updates and the occasional poem (autocorrect would have changed poem into porn, good thing I proofread ) thrown onto Words from a Weirdo
          And I reiterate: GIVE ME FEEDBACK YOU COWARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!

itsjustAmrit

@MahaOfDarkestNight 
            Ugh, fine. Here’s your official double eye roll  — frame it, hang it on the wall, let your validated ego admire it daily.
            
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MahaOfDarkestNight

@itsjustAmrit MY EGO HAS BEEN VALIDATED THANK YOU!!!!!
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itsjustAmrit

@MahaOfDarkestNight 
            
            Seriously, I had to come back just because someone was crying for FEEDBACK!!!!
            
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MahaOfDarkestNight

Bunch of new stuff out on Lily-May! I’m currently on the editing phase of touching up, purging spelling mistakes and improving earlier chapters wherever I can but I’ve got something like 6000 words of (in my opinion) high quality stuff for your perusal while I do my maintenance, and take a little break

revdraftscribbles

Okay, listen up you lil adorable troublemakers *mischievous smile*—I have a mission (and yes, it’s top-secret but I’m spilling anyway because my excitement is allergic to silence). 
          
          My CUTIEEE POTATEEEISSS birthday is on 12th Aug *pinky heart*, and I’ve prepared a lil’ chaotic love-bomb of a gift for her. But—plot twist—I want it to hit 1k reads before her birthday. Yup. One. Thousand. Before the clock strikes twelve.
          
          This is also my public apology for popping up like a random notification on your peaceful message boards *pookie ribbon*(oops?) but hey—if you help me, I promise you’ll make her smile so wide even the moon will get jealous *crying emojix3*.
          
          So… help me be the mischievous cupid I was born to be. Read it. Share it. Throw glitter at it. Let’s make her birthday sparkle ✨!
          
          And to every single soul who takes a second to help—
          thank you from the bottom of my cupcake-filled heart .
          If I could, I’d send you all a pocket-sized rainbow, a plate of cookies,
          and a kiss on your hand with a "you’re the best" whispered on loop. *Showers of kisses*
          
          Rev~
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/367458438?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=authorev 
          
          

MahaOfDarkestNight

@authorliftmedia11 Thankyou! No I don’t, or at least I don’t think so. Honestly I don’t know what that is
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MahaOfDarkestNight

@authorev (I'm in a bad mood so I apologise before hand)
            do you not find it rather parasitic to turn up on the accounts of small writers and request they read your story without first at the very least looking at one of theirs?
            I find it frankly insulting you are willing to go to the effort to write out an excessively embellished request, and say if you only could you would send out rainbows, but not even look at any of my stuff, any of Amrit's stuff, or any of the other countless people I'm sure you've dropped a copy and paste advertisement on.
            If you would do me the curtesy of perusing Lily-May, I would be happy to return the favour and look at your book although it does not seem of interest to my personal tastes. But it's frankly rude to go to such efforts to ask the same of me instead of just doing for others what you want them to for to you.
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itsjustAmrit

Also… this might sound a little random,
          But would you like to be my pen friend?
          I’ve always wanted to write letters — soft ones, long ones, honest ones.
          But the world doesn’t really work that way anymore.
          So I just thought… maybe you would.
          Maybe we could be online pen friends
          There’s absolutely no pressure.
          You can always say no, and that’s completely okay. 
          
          

MahaOfDarkestNight

@itsjustAmrit I can assure I am only marginally psychotic ; )
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itsjustAmrit

@MahaOfDarkestNight 
            
            Ohh it's just my zodiac sign 
            
            
            And no worries about being paranoid 
            Even i should be  right who knows what kind of weirdo you are:⁠-⁠)
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itsjustAmrit

@MahaOfDarkestNight 
            
            
            Then I can assure if anything else 
            But i won't ever ask you for picture of your feet
            That seems really yuckkk
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itsjustAmrit

Heyyy!
          I’m really sorry — I don’t even know why exactly, but still, I felt like I should say it.
          Right now, I’m not reading anything because I’ve been dealing with some health issues and my study schedule is honestly a mess.
          But I’ll definitely vote and support your work, and as soon as I can, I’ll read your stories and poems and give you a proper, honest review. 
          

itsjustAmrit

@MahaOfDarkestNight 
            Actually I would love to die for someone as weird as me 
            Okay to be honest maybe you are more weird 
            But don't worry i won't die
               (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
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MahaOfDarkestNight

Oh no that’s completely reasonable, I’d hate to be the cause of your death because you read my morbid poetry (although it would be rather poetic) 
            Yeah, take your time and sort yourself out before you put effort in for me 
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MahaOfDarkestNight

Hello! I don't really know what to put here so I'll just say what I have to say: I have made the decision to publish my works of Poetry here on Wattpad. I am relatively cagey with my Poetry and often considered it to odd or depressing to be worthwhile. After reading the sheer mass of poetry published on this platform (some good, some bad and a surprising amount amazing) I think I'm up for the challenge. 
          Any poems I do write I tend to write in order to convey a message or opinion, less so for general life happenings, and most of those things I would be happy to talk about in depth.
          So if you have an interest in poetry, or starting an argument I recommend you have a look!
          Fair warning: I like to emulate the style of war-poets. If you dislike themes of death or of war, please dear god do not read my poems.