I'm sorry for the lack of/delayed updates last week; I found out my mentor-painting teacher, who I had been with for nearly 9 years, unexpectedly passed away, and I have been filled with an overwhelming amount of grief and had no motivation to write or do anything really. This marks the 5th personal loss I’ve had to deal with in the last year and a half. She was the whole reason why I didn’t give up painting, and I will miss her dearly. Rest in peace. Cinnamon, all my love to her family; she was too young. The month of December is already a hard month for me; Christmas was my late mother’s favorite holiday, and my dad’s death anniversary is the 31st, so this just added to the already existing sadness.
I was actually in the middle of reworking chapter 9 when I received the news. I’m tempted to revert it back to the OG version until I can find it in me to finish reworking it, so if you have read that version, I’m sorry; it probably didn’t make full sense.
I was also slightly fixing ch 7, but it should be okay to leave it as is; however, if you all think that it needs to be fixed ASAP, let me know, and I’ll bump it up on the list of things to do.
I’m hoping to keep my plans to do an update every day the week of Christmas for those who may be alone. It was supposed to be a surprise announcement at the end of the week; right now I’m unsure if I’m going to have it in me to do the back-to-back chapters like I originally planned, but I do know that I will be online for anyone who needs someone to talk to during the impending holiday season.
Please give me some time to get my wits together.
Until then, be kind to yourself and others. I hope to see you soon. <3