MajorBookDragon

Wow. I forgot just how long it's been since I've been on here

I HAD THE MOST AMAZING AFTERNOON!!
          IT WAS RAINING AND I WENT OUT IN IT AND WAS SWINGING AND IT WAS A-MAZE-ING
          I LOVE THE RAIN SO MUCH

You know what the worst part of adult life is?
          - You have to spend thousands of dollars on college and decide the whole course of your life and better hope you never decide to change majors
          - Classes suck all life you had left out of your body and replace it with existential dread and anxiety and depression and no one cares
          - To PAY for said classes, you have to get a job, and good luck getting anyone to even call you back
          - You can't get a job as a teenager so by the time you hit your 20s all you've got for "experience" is house sitting and no one will even LOOK at you if you don't have a resume
          - You can't just go out and basically shadow people and get a "field degree," which actually--for some professions--would probably be better because then you'd have actual experience by the time you're working without supervision
          - The cycle never ends. You're just stuck in a system that's designed to kill you a little more each and every day and nO ONE EVEN CARES
          
          Clearly, I've had a great week :)

Can anyone explain to me why when you get really sad and then you get kinda thirsty you either *can't* swallow the water, or it at least takes a lot of extra effort to swallow? Like, it doesn't even seem to make a difference whether you've been crying or not, so i don't know if that means anything,,,,,,

Is anyone else dealing with a family member who's cut off contact with another member of the family but not with you? How do you deal with those kinds of emotions? I'm still trying to understand how i feel about it, especially when i seem to have been relegated to a limbo place of "i haven't cut contact with you, but i don't particularly want to talk with you either."
          
          Does anyone have any advice?

Hey, look at that! I *do* know how a keyboard works!  I haven't been online is sooooo long, it's a little crazy.
          I've started up my stories again and I hope to maintain my positive momentum and not fall off the face of the internet again! 

thanks you adding my book to you reading list. I hope you like it 
          :-D

thanks for adding my book to your reading list <3 !

Hey, thank you for checking out one of my books it means a lot to me.

Please tell me I'm not the only one screaming over the changes Spotify made. Everything was so nice and clean looking before and it *worked*. There was no reason to change it! Now everything is just ugly and disgusting and awful. It used to be nice clean black, but now the album covers are jarringly thrown in there and everything is ruined.
          
          
          (In case anyone couldn't tell, there is not a word in existence in any language, living or dead, that can express how much I absolutely *loathe* change.)