Maka Marie Aika

I am back. But I'm moving a few of these to tumblr. If you find me on there have fun

than you Wattpad for being stupid! you deleted a story that i actually had a chapter done but not posted! anyone see having his problem? i was randomly logged out and it gone

trying to get me to talk about my grandmother's death is hard! I refuse to talk about it. yea I know I should heal but my fault she was gone! I couldn't get her to take her meds! I couldn't get a job at that time. I tried so hard but I failed so badly! don't make me talk about it. I can't heal from it. IK she died in October but it still hurt like the day I was told.

so playing genshin impact somoene made acomment about the dogs following razor. since I have razor I decided to test that. yea it true. so It wouldn't be surprising if diona who i don't have has all the cats following her since she is part cat

so i just learned that a high school friend of mine was in an accident. i miss her a lot.

im doing two new fanfic stories another k project and assassination classroom ill get tot her others as well but I now work so scheduling them gonna be a bit hard

for my followers. updates are coming back but I'm grieving. so what happened my grandmother need to got eh hospital. as always I say on a scale of one to ten what the pain shell told me and I called. this was on September 30th. October fourth I was out ding errands when I texted my mom asking if she needed anything while I was out rent needed to be paid and I needed to get to eh hospital. when I arrived at the hospital I was standing in the room listening to what was going on with grandma. I left about to cry because it was bad. I spent the next two nights at my mom's when Tuesdays October sixth I received bad news. on the fifth Monday, mom and I were talking with the doctor and concluded that she would be gone. so Tuesday 640 am she passed. what makes this worse was part of my fear came true. id wake up and she passed away. my fear was id wake up in the house and she never wakes up again. so part of it came true but it was at the hospital. so I am updating  but I'm having a hard time dealing with her passing

@MakaMarie thanks for the follow!

I now volunteer at a haunted house . what has my life gone to now. guess I'm gonna be a zombie tonight

i started freaking out whne i culd log into wattpad