Makoa_gibs69

//lol i know I'm inactive on wattpad, mainly bc I'm too shy to engage in actual conversation but I wantes to share this xDD 
          My friend and I were playing Apex (duos) and met these friendly ttv's. We buddied up, wiped out some squads together,  and even won! At one point this sweat Wraith tried bullying the Octane buddy so I finished her as the two ttv's and my friend tea bagged xD it was amazing. I'm so sad they died to the ring but I still one solo by doing nothing more than just running to the ring lol

Gibby!!!

I'm genuinely confused? 
          I had an argument with a friend of mine about money. 
          He asked me to get Pubg Mobile and I told him in honesty that I don't like mobile gaming, I never really was a huge fan. He responds with "Bc you're not broke like me." Like???
          I hate this type of toxic behaviour. 
          He may be struggling,  and my heart goes out to him, but to have the audacity to say that as if he knew my family's struggles?
          
          He only said that because I have a ps4 and he only has a switch. His argument was that "well..i can't play with anyone. " as if that had anything to do with him being "more broke" than me. 
          
          
          
          

Just a daily reminder, never forget to smile! You're amazing! 
          I hope you have a great day! ♡

As I'm laying here in bed I can't help but think about life, my future, the decisions I've made and will soon HAVE to make as well as their possible outcomes, there's one thing prominent. I would very likely be dead right now if not for my boyfriend. I struggled for years with mental health. My body and life had no value. Whenever anyone would ask me about my aspirations and goals, my dreams, I'd never have an answer. Because my answer was simple. Nothing. I dreamt no dreams or painted a future. I saw myself as worthless trash that had no purpose. I told myself, after graduating highschool I would kill myself. That was my plan. I had given up. I felt broken beyond repair and lost. I felt alone. I felt that I was betrayed by friends and family. I turned my back on everything just as they did to me. Everyday my thighs had new scars. My right one was so damaged that I didn't feel anything. I was lost and empty.
          Until I met him. 
          He was broken too.
          But even though he wasn't at his best, I saw he was the brightest little star.
          No matter what pain he was going through he still managed to make me smile. He managed to make me love living again. Thats when I knew how special he was. Because of him I have dreams. Because of him, I'm alive and well. Because of him,  I work harder for a better life so that WE can have a life together. 
          We're continuing to mend each other's broken pieces, but I can say in confidence that I love this man and I never want anything to happen to him. He's too precious.
          He's got a big heart uwu

Hello! Here's a lil reminder that if y'all are sad or having a bad day, I'm always here, you can talk to me. Your existence is very important and you are loved, but if you dont think so just know that I LOVE YOU, okay? Okay. So please be healthy and take care wherever you are. 
          I've struggled with my mental health too, I've been in and out of hospitalization, but I was blessed enough to have someone who truly cared by my side and I still do. uwu he knows who he is.
           His extended happiness made me realise, some people just need to be asked If they're okay. That's what I needed. 
          As Gibraltar says "The secret to life ain't happiness, brother. It's knowing the unhappy times won't last forever." 
          Be strong! You got this! Have a wonderful day!♡♡♡

My boyfriend is the most precious man to have ever graced this planet uwu 

Hello there :3

That moment you win in Apex only because you had a legendary knockdown & the other squad was stupid enough to try fighting in the lvl 3 ring xDD the only time I was THIS lucky was when I met my precious boyfriend uwu

Do you know how your boyfriend is?