Cris

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GUYSSSSS, I HAD A DREAM ABOUT MALACHI  (AND IT WASN'T A SEXUAL ONE CAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING.) IT WAS ACTUALLY REALLY CUTE, AND I WAS CUDDLING HIMMMMM.

BTW, I'm not saying that heartbreak is not hard, but there's worse things than heartbreak in life. I literally got over my first love after 2 weeks. THEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH MALACHI BARTON.

Honestly? I feel like you guys are just going through my depression with me  like, in my first story, I was thinking about quitting SO many times, but some of you guys cheered me on, and I thank you for that cause people in my life barely cheer me on for anything, they only come to me to complain about their life, like, bro, you're not the only one that has problems? Like, I've gone through heartbreak from my first love too like a year ago, and you don't see me yapping about it in every conversation. And besides, just because you're going through heartbreak doesn't mean you have it hard. Some people have it harder. They get abused, they don't have enough money, or even worse, they have mental health issues. (I'm saying this for one of my toxic friends, btw. Cause she's so selfish, I swear )

Random question..can you lose the skill/strength of opening a water bottle?? Cause that's what the fuck happened to me. These last few weeks I can't open a fucking water bottle. Like, bro, WHERE did my strength go? How does it just vanish like that? Anyway, byeee 

Hey yall, so like, I want requests, any type of request at this point cause I'm desperate to distract myself from my depressing and miserable life, anyways, as I said, any type of requests. I might as well write a story, and not for malachi, like a mafia boss type shit, you know? Anyways. Bye! Love you! 

Guys, I need help. Like immediately. My life is in crisis mode rn and you are the only people I can write to, I want your advice, if you can and want to, give it to me. So like basically, I have to get held back in class, and I've been held back in class before, and the last time I got held back I got severe depression for two years, I couldn't get out of my house, not even my bed, eating, watching movies, going to the bathroom, or sleeping. That's what I did every day of my life those two years, I never dressed up, I always stayed in my pajamas. And I'm scared that if I get held back, I'm gonna get severe depression again. I do wanna go to school, i wanna go to college and stuff, but I know that will never ever happen cause I'm stupid as fuck. So right now, the only thing I want is peace, alone time, silence, and to watch movies without being stressed, anxious, sad, and depressed. But I know that will never happen, and it makes me want to die. I can't do this anymore. I just want to hide away from everyone and everything. So, basically, the question is, should I let myself get held back in class and learn more or quit school entirely and get a job? (I'm a teenager, btw.)