MalokeyTAA

I’m so sick of being misinterpreted, especially online. 
          	
          	I don’t think my takes are so controversial, but every time I utter my opinion on ANYTHING on yt, people come at me with angry replies, go on a crazy tirade that wasn’t even about my original point, and then insult me. Am I just cursed with catching weirdos with poor reading comprehension, or am I actually that stupid? PLEASE I DON’T UNDERSTAND! WHY ARE PEOPLE SO MAD AT ME??

MalokeyTAA

The irony of these posts having typos  is not lost on me. I simply do not feel like fixing them.
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MalokeyTAA

And this crap happens all that dang time to me. Do I word things THAT badly? Are my opinions THAT problematic for people? 
          	  
          	  Maybe it’s my mistake for trying to argue with people in YouTube comments idk.
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MalokeyTAA

I especially hate it when they pick apart your wording, so then you rephrase it and explain yourself, and then they go “I ain’t reading all that.”
          	  
          	  What. Do. You. What. From. Me.
          	  
          	  I have always taken the time to read every last word of someone’s reply, no matter how long it is, so that I can properly form my response. Saying “I’m not reading all that” doesn’t make you look smart, my guy, and neither have you “won” argument by doing so.
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MalokeyTAA

I’m so sick of being misinterpreted, especially online. 
          
          I don’t think my takes are so controversial, but every time I utter my opinion on ANYTHING on yt, people come at me with angry replies, go on a crazy tirade that wasn’t even about my original point, and then insult me. Am I just cursed with catching weirdos with poor reading comprehension, or am I actually that stupid? PLEASE I DON’T UNDERSTAND! WHY ARE PEOPLE SO MAD AT ME??

MalokeyTAA

The irony of these posts having typos  is not lost on me. I simply do not feel like fixing them.
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MalokeyTAA

And this crap happens all that dang time to me. Do I word things THAT badly? Are my opinions THAT problematic for people? 
            
            Maybe it’s my mistake for trying to argue with people in YouTube comments idk.
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MalokeyTAA

I especially hate it when they pick apart your wording, so then you rephrase it and explain yourself, and then they go “I ain’t reading all that.”
            
            What. Do. You. What. From. Me.
            
            I have always taken the time to read every last word of someone’s reply, no matter how long it is, so that I can properly form my response. Saying “I’m not reading all that” doesn’t make you look smart, my guy, and neither have you “won” argument by doing so.
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MalokeyTAA

//severe vent//
          
          I have all these wonderful accomplishments. I can draw well, I can sing and make great music, I make great stories here on Wattpad, I enjoy tackling difficult math concepts like calculus, physics and non-Euclidean geometry. I love linguistics and making conlangs simply because the technicalities are fascinating to me. I like puzzles and solving tricky problems, and getting into the grit and grime of intellectual, philosophical, and spiritual debate. All of this is wonderful and good.
          
          But you know what I don’t have?
          
          Adventure.
          
          I don’t have any memories of  genuinely enjoying myself with friends. I haven’t gotten into mischief, I don’t have a pile of bedtime stories of random shenanigans I used to do when I was younger. I don’t have inside jokes or catchphrases to share with anyone to make them giggle. I’m terrified of becoming old one day, because my grandchildren are going to come up and ask me what my life was like, and I will have to say “nothing all that exciting.”

haveanicedaymyfriend

@MalokeyTAA That's sad....
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MalokeyTAA

I don’t know what to do. I’m so lonely and bored, but being with people makes the loneliness even worse somehow. I love my friends, but all they do is remind me how weird and different I am. I know they love me, but it always seems like they have a much better time without me. 
            
            The worst part is that there is no one blame. I am so angry and upset, but there is no one to be mad at, not even myself. I feel so wronged but no one has wronged me.
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MalokeyTAA

I don’t go out and do things unless someone else makes me. I sit around my house and wait for things to happen to me. And I know full well that that’s no way to live, yet I find it difficult to change because I’m afraid. The line between good trouble and bad trouble is so thin. I can’t tell which types of shenanigans are cool and funny and which are dangerous and dumb. So to be safe, I don’t try at all.
            
            And even on the rare occasion I DO get the chance to have a genuine moment in my life, I can hardly enjoy it because my brain is actively trying to ruin it for me. Friends aren’t enjoyable for me because I’m too busy worrying if I’m doing the whole “friendship” thing correctly. Every time I’m happy, I immediately start wondering what I’m doing wrong, or when the bad thing is gonna happen. 
            
            I have spent my whole life trying to be smart, not realizing I had accidentally traded all my happiness and innocence for it.
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MalokeyTAA

Reread Level Up thinking I needed to rewrite a lot of the racing bit (I didn’t have great knowledge about cars at the time) but supRISINGLY NO— THAT STUPID ONESHOT IS STILL BANGIN’ GOOD WTH. IT’S BEEN ALMOST FOUR YEARS! I WAS 16 WHEN I MADE ITTTTTSBSNHDKSL
          
          Daily reminder to you all to stop kicking yourself. You ARE a good writer and don’t sell yourself too short! <3

FanfictionsByCaitlyn

@MalokeyTAA thank you for the compliment :)
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MalokeyTAA

Ohnygosh I’m so dumb. :P
          
          I accidentally corrupted my own Reaper file by naming it “happy.exe” not realizing that simply naming it that would cause the computer to think it’s an actual program extension. Now my song is gone and I have to COMPLETELY start over T_T

MalokeyTAA

I love how Spotify plays all of my “white girl pop” songs first and then progressively shifts into my heavier rock/metal stuff XD.

FanfictionsByCaitlyn

@MalokeyTAA Otherwise, it's normally in alphabetical order (even if the first two I think are... ANIME openings followed by two versions of the same song)
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FanfictionsByCaitlyn

@MalokeyTAA Sometimes, my Spotify will awkwardly put a few songs from the same YOUTUBER (Yes, PewDiePie) in a row OR multiple Japanese Anime Openings in a row
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MalokeyTAA

Kidz Bop is wild man…
          
          Like, I get that the whole point is to clean up songs so kids can listen to them. Butttttt I feel like there’s a limit somewhere. 
          
          I literally listened to Kidz Bop’s “Say So” by Doja Cat at my job in the elementary school a few weeks ago. Like bro XD.
          
          I’m not saying that I’m offended or against this, it’s more comical to me really, but is it really worth completely butchering a super raunchy song to the point where the lyrical content is beyond recognition, just so the kiddos can listen to trendy music? 
          
          I dunno man, it’s just a crazy thing to experience at 7:30 in the morning.

MalokeyTAA

@BeccityBecBecs
            
            I stand humbly corrected.
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BeccityBecBecs

@MalokeyTAA, VeggieTales supremacy. That's all.
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MalokeyTAA

And again, I find nothing strange about cleaning up a song that may have a few not-so- PG things sprinkled in here and there. 
            
            But like what if I came into your studio and dead serious asked you to make WAP by Cardi B kid friendly. You’d look at me like I was insane!
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