To know that I have put up with this depression for a year now...just shocked me that I didn't end my self sooner...but at the same time I'm glad I didn't.. because if I did... I know that those few people that still cares about me will be sad..
To know that I have put up with this depression for a year now...just shocked me that I didn't end my self sooner...but at the same time I'm glad I didn't.. because if I did... I know that those few people that still cares about me will be sad..
Okay guys I know I said that I would update my books more from now on but I just have some critical problems that affected me in many ways than one. One of those problems are depression as they say. Im just telling you guys this so you guys would have a heads up on what's happening with my delay of updating my stories. I've been...harming myself in more ways than one and it just hurts me knowing that I'm doing this willingly. I've been trying to move on from every mistake that I did in the past and learn from it but... When I looked back at them I just feel awful..like I could've done better than this... And the fact that me and my ex- lover couldn't talk to each other anymore because of a mistake I made just adds up to it. I almost ended myself yesterday...but luckily my friends was there to prevent me from making another mistake.. I'm now taking therapy and trying my best to move on and be happy again.. wish me luck...I might succeed and I might not...I hope I could get through it...but if not...well I guess I'll just have to go to plan b..
Alright guys I have published a new book and It's about me and my amino friends! They have been like a family to me and was always there for me after an incident between me and my ex- lover. The book is kind of like my appreciation for them. I love them all so much and I couldn't think of anyone else replacing them. Be sure to check out the book cuz I will be updating more frequently from now on!
Hey guys...I'm just here to tell you that I have been feeling a bit better and that my cats is making a mess....but who could stay mad at those cute round eyes?! Not me!