Mama_Pansexual

Again my beautiful friends and children on here, if I start sending any weird announcements, ignore me. My medication makes me loopy and hallucinogenic. All I have to say is don’t listen to me for the next 3-4 hours!

Finally got the app ‘Twitch’ after my friend suggested it. Not sure why, but maybe I can read some stories I’ve written or that I bought. Like Collateral Damage!
          
          Anyways, here it is if anyone is just curious. I don’t have anything yet. 

Doggy in a top hat

Bro, no one tells you the ER is so comfortable to sleep in. Also they gave me a horse pill last night and after two minutes, I forgot everything else that happened. 
          
          Apparently I tried to run into traffic and I said there was a dog with a top hat who had a man on a leash. I can’t believe I gotta keep taking those pills. For my followers, if I post some weird ass shit on announcements ignore me. Thank you guys!
          
          Love youuu!

Just got back from TikTok scrolling and I have nothing but AO3 and Tumblr post about Wattpad people reporting smut. 
          
          I get it, some of it is shit that you don’t or want to read. BUT STOP REPORTING IT! 
          
          These websites and apps are meant to let people write fanfics unrestricted. Including smut, gore, or whatever. You notice how Wattpad has been deleting my books? It’s because those books had some type of sexual tension or action. 
          
          And I’m sorry to say this and sound like a bitch. But if you’re sensitive, don’t go on those apps. I love y’all, but stay off. Y’all are going to find some very strange shit in those places. 
          
          Love y’all, mama out! <3

I have a question; did you write a Disney story that sent Oc to different Disney worlds like Pocahontas and Sleeping Beauty by her parents?
          
          Oc lived with her Aunt and had Vitiligo.
          
          I am sorry if I am bothering you. I have been looking for the story for months and going crazy looking for it.
          
          Thank you!

I hope everything that you feel right now gets better some day.

My lovely followers, I have begun trying again for a AO3 account. I have my own now so it should work. Whenever I have it, I’ll post the link here on Wattpad and tumblr. Thank you all for your support, while yes, smuts won’t be written on here anymore. All my other stories that aren’t so intense will be. 
          
          Love you all with all my heart. <3

I’m not sure if anyone will ever see this but all I know is that I feel alone. Mom is mad at dad and dad won’t even look at me. I feel immature for crying at my big age of 17 but it hurts so much. I’ve started senior year of high school and I feel like everyone is a fake. I feel like my parents are disappointed in me. I feel like my own friends and family can’t seem to just tell me the truth. I feel like every time my life is finally getting better, everything starts even worse. I didn’t cry when a seven year relationship went down the drain, but I cry when I’m alone because of school, parents, friends, and so much more. How do I keep going when it feels like all of it so pointless and unfair?

Senior year of high school is going great after just two weeks. Someone sprayed me with fart spray or something similar on the second day. The fifth day someone pushed me down the stairs. The 7th day my period comes on and I have no pad, so I was stuck in the bathroom for an hour in pain. The 8th day is someone pushing me into the road and nearly getting me killed. And today on my final day of second week, I found out my dad’s a cheating scumbag. 
          
          The universe must fucking love my ass to give me all these surprises. I’ll be lucky to last before the end of the year and make it to graduation.