Mamba___
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sort of vent-y thing? + a little bit of swearing ( ̶l̶m̶a̶o̶ ̶i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶e̶n̶e̶d̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶w̶e̶d̶n̶e̶s̶d̶a̶y̶)//
I hate the fact that people die. I don't know how to work through my feelings with this. I've been feeling like shit since Wednesday, and like, I barely knew him. I just, I feel so bad. SO bad. I don't understand why. It was worse on Thursday, then it got better today, but now it's bad again. I feel like I'm spiraling, which is weird. Did it just set off something inside me? Was it the final straw? Was it the way he died? I can't imagine how it must feel, to the people that tried to help but couldn't, to his friends. I think that's the problem, actually. I have too much empathy lmao. I feel bad, so bad. I also just can't get the fact that this guy, who's former band has been a solid throughout my whole life, is dead. It doesn't make sense to me. It's like I can't comprehend it. I'm overthinking it too much. I shouldn't be thinking this much about a celebrity death, especially a singer who I didn't even listen to. My brain confuses me.
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@Mamba___ awwwwww I’m so sorry it’s affecting you like this <33 I’m lucky enough to have no memories of any deaths that have occurred in my life, so I’m not gonna pretend that I understand what it’s like, but I do feel for you—it’s very sweet that you care, and I’m sorry that it’s causing you so much pain and anxiety, despite not knowing him. I hope you feel better, and take your time to grieve <333
