Mamba

Why are the WolfQuest devs being bashed on steam for responding "unprofessionally"??? ToT from every single interaction I've had with any of them, they've been nothing but polite. Maybe more casual than professional, but they're a small indie team working on a single game together. They don't NEED the professional responses a corporate company like Electronic Arts or Rockstar Games might. 
          
          I've actually had a conversation with LoboLoco about a bug affecting my family trees, and he just uses ellipses and shortened versions of phrases (omg, thx) a lot. I think the fact that he uses ellipses might make it seem rude but like...a lot of older people don't understand how to navigate tone through text like younger people do. 
          
          sorry for the rant I just didn't want to put it on Steam as there's nowhere to really do so, but I still wanted to get my thoughts out lol

I don't get how people can do those "drawing for 24 hours!!" type things. I can barely get through one drawing without burning out lol. I do HAVE to finish the drawing (with a few exceptions). I don't understand why but my brain is like..."no breaks until you finish"
          
          So whenever I draw I spend 1-3 hours sitting in 1 spot until said drawing is to my satisfaction. The current drawing I'm working on is actually an exception to that rule, but I think that's because I'm drawing people. People are hard to draw. They take too long.

If you haven't seen me talk about my age, how old do you think I am?? I've been mis-aged a lot and can't tell if it's because I look young or act young lol

I'm sorry I just found an Ao3 author that has been publishing fics since 1998. 1998!!! And STILL POSTS!!! ALMOST 27 YEARS this person has been posting fics. That is utterly insane to me.

chat why are feelings so hard to figure out??? I'm rewatching JaidenAnimations' video on her being aroace, and like, a lot of the things she says I can relate to. I don't know what having a crush feels like. I've never had a celebrity crush. I HAVE thought people were cute or pretty though, but in like...an aesthetic way? I thought that was what attraction was. I'm rethinking everything. I'm so confused and really want to put a label on myself but I can't figure one out ;-; and I know I don't NEED a label but I WANT one

So I just found out that after the Supernatural finale, the show was trending above the 2020 election. Knowing how it ends, I can understand why. I'm glad I never watched that show. I might've exploded

I love science so much like arg I can't wait to go to college and do cool labs and stuff. I'm planning on majoring in environmental science :))

//hehe little rant!! tw like two swear words :)
          
          
          My best friend, BEST FRIEND, pretty much outed me to my other friend today. I thought I could trust them with that, you know? They're literally nonbinary. How would it feel to them if I said the same thing they said to me? 
          
          They said, out loud, loud enough for my other friend to hear, "I don't know your pronouns." Why the fuck would you say that? Out loud? In front of my other friend? I've barely talked to THEM about it, much less any of my other friends. I'm so upset. Thankfully, and I am so thankful for my other friend right now, he didn't ask. Didn't mention it at all. But like, if he did, how am I supposed to answer?
          
          "How come your best friend of four years doesn't know your pronouns?"
          
          Like how am I supposed to answer that? I am crushed. I thought I could trust them. I regret telling them. I regret it so much. 
          
          I never thought that I'd experience the feeling of being outed by my queer friend. I thought maybe if my sister found out she'd tell someone. Not my queer friend. If you've never been outed before, let me tell you, it fuckin sucks. And I know it wasn't like, a proper outing or whatever, but it felt like it. 
          
          Also, if you remember some issues I had with a friend a while ago, M? It was them.

sorry for the double post, but I was looking back at my old youtube videos and would like to remind everyone that drawing is a process! If you think you're not good at it now, you will be in 3 years.
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ppg5Sq2h1Qw&t=45s
          
          ^ that was me 3 years ago. Check me out now. Art growth is awesome

I know I'm going to like Mufasa because it's a Lion King prequel and I adore the Lion King, but I do wish it was in the original animation style. CGI animals are cool and all, but they're a bit TOO lifelike. I wish they were more expressive and colorful. Mufasa isn't red, and Scar's mane isn't really black. They look too similar lol