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chat I think my city is cooked... it was 70 degrees yesterday and currently, right now, it's in the 20s...

to preface what I'm about to say, I have not come out as trans to a single person I know in real life
          
          anyways, I think my best friend thinks I'm a lesbian lmao. I'm just asexual so I don't really understand finding someone hot or like, wanting to kiss or whatever?? and whenever he shows me men he thinks are hot I just sit. and look. like, they're pretty and nice to look at but they aren't HOT if you know what I mean? 
          
          anyways I'm pretty sure I'm either bi or aromantic atp lolol

I was a pirate for halloween :) Didn't go trick-or-treating but I did go over to a friend's house and had a bunch of fun! I hope everyone else's halloween went well

something is in the air this year because dan and phil, the british guys that were popular in the early 2010s youtube, after like, 16 years, just said they were in a relationship?? genuinely didn't think that would ever happen lmao

found out recently that my dad likes to put each skittle color into separate clear plastic bags? And now we just have like, 5 different bags of skittles in our pantry? And my mom still can't figure out where the autism could come from? lmao

I was just reading some of my really old community posts and wow I sound like a 12-year-old
          
          (I was 12 when some of the old ones were posted but that doesn't matter)

tried to look up what 'psa' stands for (public service announcement) and did NOT find what I was looking for at first TOT

Take this with a grain of salt, but I might open back art requests in a bit. I have a bunch of stuff going on currently (start of school + marching band, mainly) but I like requests because sometimes I just want to draw something but like... not have to come up with what. Plus, I get to practice backgrounds and poses most of the time :)
          
          If I do end up opening them, I'll announce it here. I'd expect sometime in early September, perhaps even in really late August if I finally finish this PMV I've been working on for a year.

sometimes i wonder if i'm really trans, then i remember that sometimes i cry because i wasn't born a boy. sometimes i feel like i'm faking it, you know? i wish i was born a boy so my family could just. call me the right things. think about me the right way. i wish they could just guess so i wouldn't have to tell them. nothing will ever feel the same as being out to everyone i know irl. not being out to myself, not being out online. i wish i could just tell them.

I watched K-Pop Demon Hunters yesterday and I'm struggling to figure out why everyone likes it so much??
          
          Don't get me wrong. It was a good movie. The music was some of the best I've heard recently, and the concept is new and refreshing. It just felt really... rushed. 
          
          Everyone seemed to like Jinu. He's a good character, but the ending---especially his part in the ending---felt lacking. It made me want to rewrite it so bad. It's the ending that's throwing me off so much. The movie had such a good concept, but it didn't build on ANY of it.
          
          What about the other guys who were a part of Saja Boys?? Do they have similar backstories to Jinu?? They barely seem like characters, in my opinion. They were just there so Jinu didn't have to be solo. Why did they agree to form a band with him? Why didn't they question why he was hanging out with a Rumi like Rumi's friends did? 
          
          Don't get me started on the way Jinu didn't even fully redeem himself. There should've been at least a little bit more of Jinu explaining why he did what he did and doing something to redeem himself before the end. He had so much potential and they just threw it away ToT
          
          I'm lowkey thinking about rewriting the ending lol