Most of the poetry I will post on here sucks and some might even be unfinished but whatever... 


"Helen: Can you forgive me?
George: Forgive you for what, for being human? Messy, fucked up, that's the good stuff."
~The Love Letter~



Random thoughts...

Once the illusion of perfection is broken I guess there is no turning back.. so when you realize you've lost everything important to you and all your dreams have suddenly been replaced by nightmares of the one thing you have always been afraid of, but never imagined to be possible, hurts more than you can possibly bear...because even though you can take back the words, maybe even the meaning, you can never take back the hurt...

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       When your whole world revolves around another you soon find that you have let yourself fall through the cracks that have surfaced in the relationship. Once these cracks have grown too far it becomes impossible to fill the gaps with good memories instead of the constant horrible ones. These bad times and bad memories soon squirm their way into every other solid part of the relationship, eventually erasing all the times that had warmed your heart once before. 
       So, please, do excuse me if I am reluctant in letting you become the centerpoint of my life; all I am trying to do is keep you in it.