MangoMagicMyDood

omg guys it happened
          	
          	every movie-teen's dream
          	
          	I got harassed by a mean girl and her posse <333

MangoMagicMyDood

pov: you read all the books in a tweleve book series in two months and you no longer know what to do with your life and you lowkey have a whole ass breakdown when you finish it

MangoMagicMyDood

@Ambyisasoftie    I literally cant watch beauty and the beast anymore without it either being her, or being sad it isnt her
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MangoMagicMyDood

@Ambyisasoftie    Emma Watson as belle>>>>>>>>>>
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MangoMagicMyDood

okay so pardon the fan girling but...
          
          (*side note: WHO SAYS PARDON, WHEN DID I BECOME OLD)
          
          ...like that feeling when you're re-reading a book and you remember a lot of what happens but you dont remember everything and then it's like the first time all over again...
          
          (**side note 2.0: SORRY I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THIS BUT ALSO WHO SAYS WHILST AND THRICE LIKE ITS NOT RIGHT JUST BE LAZY LIKE THE REST OF US AND SAY WHILE AND IT GOES ONCE, TWICE, THREE TIMES NOT NO DAMN THRICE YOU WACK ASSES- sorry-)
          
          ...like for example, I was just reading a book and a character got accused of murder and I forgot who actually did it and then I thought I knew the further it went and then who actually did it came out and it was just like WOAHHH ya know? bruh reading is so great I swear
          
          (***side note 3.0 if that's a thing: I READ LIKE ALL SIX BOOKS IN THESE SERIES IN A MONTH AND IDK IF THATS A LOT BUT ITS SO GOOD AND THE SPIN-OFF SERIES IS EVEN BETTER SO LIKE OHH MYYY GODDDDDDDDD ya know? sorry-) 

MangoMagicMyDood

I'm gonna rant real quick so dont mind me. 
          
          whenever my mom and sister get annoyed with each other neither of them try to work it out which only escalates the situation more. that turns into it just being in the air and both of them getting annoying with me. I in turn get annoyed with them because I think the whole thing is stupid (more so that they wont just work things out).
          
          still, I try to fix it. my 'fixing it' usually results in me making a complete fool of myself (ex; running into things and making it seem like an accident, hurting myself in other ways that arent too serious so its funny and making it seem like an accident, saying something that makes me seem like an idiot, ect.) until it kinda just goes away. 
          
          before that happens I'm normally in the middle of it, getting both sides of the story, which great, I should be hearing both their views, but I'm 90% of the time going to side with my mom which makes my sister even more mad at me. 
          
          I'm just sick of having to torture myself (the making a fool out of myself part, not like physical, it's a mental thing, idk) just to make things better for them and make it less awkward for everyone T-T

Ambyisasoftie

@MangoMagicMyDood understandable, talking can be the most difficult and easiest thing, take your time and be comfortable when you do. love ya bestieee <333
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master0fnone

@ MangoMagicMyDood  :(
            i hope someday soon you can stop sacrificing yourself for the sake of them getting along. i've gone through something similar with all memebers of my family (mom, sister, brother, and dad) where i'm always stuck having to listen to all of them complain about each other and i'm just sitting there being talked at. i've done the silly stuff as well and it usually helps bring down the tension but yeah, i think we both can agree that it's Not Fun. i've found that telling my siblings where i think they could have done better during the problem (most times attitude wise) helps prevent future altercations.
            i just wanna say keep doing what you think is best cuz all experiences are different but always have in mind your own health (emotional, mental, physical, etc.). helping out and being a mediator is great, but try to not let it be at your expense please :)
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MangoMagicMyDood

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yall know what sucks? I'm got sad over seeing fucking pizza because it was the brand me and someone who isnt in my life anymore used to get all the time ಠ_ಠ I'm pathetic lmfao

Ambyisasoftie

IF THEIR NOT IN YOUR LIFE THERE MUST'VE BEEN A GOOD REASON DONT DWELL ON IT
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Ambyisasoftie

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@MangoMagicMyDood GIRL YA AINT PATHETIC IT IS BOUND TO HURT BUT ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT YOU DONT LET THAT SHIT GET TO YOU 
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