ManiacalShows

Hey guys!
          
          I’m so sorry to do this, but I’m not doing well. I still have intentions of writing “Am I not worthy of love”. I just need some time. Things took a turn for the worst and I’m not sure how long things are going to be so uncertain. I haven’t been able to keep food in me for over 2 weeks. I was supposed to have a procedure on Thursday last week and I got really sick and spent the day in the ER. Turns out my kidney is swollen. We’re not sure what from, could be my lupus but not 100% sure. I have been extremely overworked and I can’t keep up. I’m so sorry, things were looking up, idk what happened. Again I WILL! Be continuing the story, I just need some time to figure this stuff out. I will update as often as possible but I don’t know how often that will be. Again, I’m so sorry, I will keep fighting to continue this story. Love you all

Hey!!!! I missed yall! I finally have an update for yall. I just finished writing the chapter. However I have to be up in 7 hours for work. So I won’t be able to edit and post tonight. During my breaks tmr I will edit so I can post it later tomorrow night. Can’t wait to hear your thoughts! Love yall

Good morning! So job is going very well, the only thing is I’m extremely exhausted and overwhelmed. I haven’t had time to write anything. Working in a hospital is a whole different breed than what I was expecting. I’m literally working in the Operating Room! Everybody is great just long days, little to no breaks my job is sooo complicated “orientation” is about 4 months! It’s insane but I believe it! They also said it takes over a year, to be proficient! (I walked by a surgery yesterday and could hear the music they were playing… club music… they were playing club music!!!) So no update this week. I’m going to take this weekend to catch up on my needs. (Sleep, food, cuddles with my cat, ect.) Hope everyone is doing good! Thank you so much for understanding!

Heyyy! So I just realized it’s Sunday  or was I have 2 interviews that I have to be up for early in the morning. In between them I have about an hour of free time in a hospital. I promise I will update then! Wish me luck! Sorry about not updating today!

Hey guys! I Haven’t died! I got through the worst of the symptoms. However my mind has not cleared enough yet. I have been writing just to test my understanding, and when I check with friends to see if it makes sense they all tell me that it’s not my usual capability. I haven’t touched Am I worthy of love because I’m so scared I’m gonna screw it up and it won’t be the quality I would prefer it to be. If things don’t clear up in the next week I will be going to the doctor to get checked out. Thank you so much for your understanding! I’ll keep you updated!