Hi everyone. If you hadn't noticed, I've been offline for quite a few months and although a big reason was I just haven't thought to log on, there's also several other reasons. So let's talk about it.
In April of 2024 I was broken up with by someone I trusted a lot, and I had found out the truth and what was going on behind my back in the last few weeks of our break up. Throughout the summer I still hoped for him back, and yes this is the boy I've significantly posted quite often on here. In July 2024 we decided to get back together and it was going smoothly until school started, we don't go to the same school, not to mention he's a grade below me. When school started, a girl he had left me for in April was sat next to him in bane, and everything started crumbling there. He would unblock her behind my back and in my desperate case I would let it happen with just the plea he'd stay loyal. Well in September, he cheated on me with her. And I forgave him. Around October my mental health started severely declining and I got back into old habits. And our relationship started to decline, where he called it quits again in November. I started struggling immensely, I wouldn't eat, id just sleep and cry all day. And he'd give me some attention every few weeks. Then I found out a month later he was trying to get with the girl again. and my heart genuinely shattered. I started getting into a "hoe" phase and talking to people from his school just to hurt him. And unfortunately, here we are. And this has worked. Because he's begging me to forgive him because I'm talking to his best friend and this girls ex boyfriend. They went low, I went lower. See you next time all :)