Mari💜

been a quick min since I been up here. me nd my gf are so close to a year nowww!! 3 more months to go until we make it. ts been hella rough but we making it. me nd her just 2 lil toxic pop heads tg

td is me and my gfs 2 monthsss !!

to answer ur question Alaina yes clits can be hard and soft when ur horny LMFAO

Bro I have a birthday party I'm going to and honestly I'm only going cuz my best friend is LMAOOO also the bday girl invited this one girl that I have major beef w so I'ma try and not beat her ass 

Bro I've been staying up late asf for the past week and a half. Anyways my online classes start tmr.. well technically today since it's 3 am but still lol anywho and there in the afternoon at like 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm which is great cuz I sleep in till 1 pm :D also I only have to do zoom classes 3 days a week. Mondays Tuesdays, and Wednesdays. Which is great for me cuz it fits perfectly in my schedule since I have no life.. I'm also really nervous cuz I haven't done online since the pandemic 

ALSOO, wanna know something that is really fucked up? So basically my best friend has diabetes, she's diabetic so mf what? She's still a human. And I love her slow ass. but the thing is tho, I had some beef w my ex, and my bsf was in the middle of it so me and my bsf had to go to the school councilor. And stress makes my bsfs key tones and basically just her diabetes in general all fucked up. Long story short my school councilor said it would be MY fault if my bsf died because of the stress. If you didn't know if someone has diabetes the stress and all of that can cause death, or make you really sick. My own school councilor, the woman who is supposed to be there to make sure we're good said that to me. Blaming me if my bsf of 8 YEARS, died. That's really fucked up to me honestly. And she said that idc about my bsfs feelings. I do, I really do. I care about her a lot. I cry everyday cuz I'm worried about her. She skips her diabetic stuff and doesn't check her blood sugar or her key tones on purpose cuz she wants to die. My bsf even told me herself I am the reason why she's alive. And that's a lot of pressure yk? So yeah, I do fucking care about her goddamn feelings, and I cried to her on the phone begging her to take care of herself and her diabetes. I make sure she's okay, and I'm there for her when she has her anxiety attacks, I'm there for her when she needs someone to talk to, or hug. I was there. Not that damn school councilor. 

It's honestly really funny to me how all the staff members at my school said that me and my best friend will eventually part ways when we get into college.. like hoe you really think I'ma leave that bitch? She knows everything about me. I am not letting that girl go anywhere and risk me getting exposed like deadass- me and her literally have our whole entire life planned out and that also means me and her will be moving in together. And ik some ppl are gonna be like "omg that's so toxic keeping ur friends away from their dreams" mf me and my best friend literally agreed that we HAVE to move in together.. My school councilor said I have an obsession w her.. so what? That's my bsf and ik her blonde ass is obsessed w me too honestly, we only have each other in this world. It's Me and her against the world bitch. My school councilor wouldn't even let us walk in the hallway near each other when we were going to her office, she said that we hug "too much" and that I need to think if she wants to or not. Half of the time she's like "BESTAYY WANNA HUG" and I'm like "bitch is that even a question?" Like bro leave me and my friendship alone.. this is why I'm going online now cuz fuck all of them.. and also my bsf literally is going online for school now too because we do everything together. Fuck you school. Stay mad <3

I literally messed up so now I gotta type it all out again..
          
          
          I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND SO FUCKING MUCH. She's the love of my life in a friend way yk? We've known each other since 1st grade and we never grew apart. Even her mom sees me as a daughter because I'm Always at her house HAHAHAAH.. anyways. She supports me in everything and ofc I will too. We've been through everything together. She's the first person I tell everything too, and the first person I look for in the halls at school. Every single morning we always meet up in the bathroom to spill tea and just hug each other because that's just how we are. No matter how much someone lies on our name and tries to bring our friendship down, we will always be with each other because we love each other too much to know that what people say isn't true about either one of us. 

I went to sleep at 6 am  I am concerned for my health 

I hate August so fucking much. The month that my whole life got ruined. And the month that I lost everything and everyone that I loved. Heres a reminder to people who will see this.  WATCH. WHAT. YOU. SAY. It can bite you back so hard. I regret everything. Have a nice night/day my loves. I miss you. ♡