Marella Adene Redek

Likeee so I have a crush on this girlllll...
          
          And right now I do. not. know what to think. She's incredible in so many ways, and I'm really into her, BUT IDK IF SHE'LL EVER FEEL THE SAME FOR MEEEEEE
          I asked her what her sexuality was and she said she never really thought of it as she's never been in a relationship before, and then she said that she was more attracted to guys but if she ever loved a girl, well, she'd love her. 
          I have a lot of mixed feelings, because on the one hand, when we walk next to each other we're almost almost touching and I can FEEL the freaking CHEMISTRY, but on the other hand I don't know if she feels it, and I'm worried she doesn't even think of me in a romantic way, and never will. My friends keep insisting that it'll happen, but I literally never know who to listen to—them, my brain, or my heart. 
          Tomorrow we're going on a field trip to the movies, and I asked her if we could sit next to each other!! (We're good friends btw). And yayy she said yess (but I mean why wouldn't she? :/ there's no reason for her not to). I do know that I am one of the best friends she's ever had (idk if it was in like an actual "best friend" sorta statement but at least one of the best). 
          
          And ummm yeah idk what else to say. I wanna talk about her all the time (thank the gods my friends understand and let me lol), she is the last thing I think of before falling asleep and the first thing that comes to mind when I wake up, I think of her all the time and always wish that she is next to me, I love spending time with her and talking with her, we have so many interests in common... I COULD GO ON AND ON BUT I HAVE A TEST TMRW AND NEED TO SLEEP
          
          Byeee 

OHMYGOSH CAN I RANT ABT SMTH!?!?

I know I said something about updating my stories weekly and then accidentally abandoned that idea, but i'll actually try (Also I keep forgetting my password)

I've known you for a year!!

Hi!!!!!
          
          Read the whole thing
          
          I normally hate chain messages, but this one is so dumb and it really works.
          
          There are 8 billion people in the world, and you're one of them.
          
          You're so kind and special because you're my friend, that's why I'm sending this to you.
          
          I want good things to happen to you, so read this...
          
          Now that you've read the beginning, you can't escape this.
          
          You'll get a new phone this year.
          
          You'll get the pet of your dreams this Christmas.
          
          Everyone will love you.
          
          Send this to 15 people in one hour.
          
          If you ignore this, you'll have bad luck for the next three years.
          
          You'll struggle with grades next year.
          
          This isn't fake. A girl ignored this last year, and everything happened to her.
          
          You'll forward this to 15 people in one hour.
          
          Then, in five days, this will happen...
          
          Day 1: You will wake up to a shocking surprise.
          
          Day 2: You will meet your old friend again.
          
          Day 3: You will earn money.
          
          Day 4: Your day will go great.
          
          Day 5: Your favorite person will talk to you.
          
          Don't break the chain.
          
          You have one hour to send this to fifteen people.
          
          NO GROUP CHATS
          
          YOU HAVE ONE HOUR. ( after you read this)
          Yay a chain mwehehehehhe

Hi!!! It's nice to see you back!!!!!!

I'm on s6 of greys anatomy and I love it so much

I'M BACK (For real this time) and I plan on finishing/continuing my stories
          Also probably going to only update them once a week

Thank you so much for the follow!

WAIT QUESTION: ARE YOU THE OLD MARELLA-REDEK OR ARE YOU A NEW ONE