Mari Lee🦎

Всем привет! Это Мэр Стайлинсон (по-крайней мере, так вы меня возможно помните).
          Этот аккаунт все ещё мой, но пришла эра Мари Ли. 
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          Спасибо за внимание ❤️

А потом он взял меня за руку, и я увидела мир. Я увидела все то, что не видела никогда прежде. Я почувствовала все. Но потом он отпустил мою руку. И я поняла, что просто выдумала его, а то, что видела было лишь воображением. Если б я только знала, что это я была его воображением.

@PoppyMurr , это очень неожиданно, но очень приятно ♥️

Навсегда ♥️

Мне в жизни никто этого не говорил♥️ Я тебя тоже ❤️

Have you ever run along the wet asphalt barefoot, screaming with all your heart? Have you ever fallen, scratching your feet in the blood?
          Have you tried to return what is not possible to return? Something that just was not there.
          Did you lie on the cold floor, catching air with your mouth? Did you squeeze the pillow at night with a howl, because everything was burning inside? Did you scratch your hands, because that was the only way to make the heartache dull?
          Have you ever had painkillers like vitamins? Did you cry in a deafening silence? Did you pray before the window that leads into emptiness? Were you dressed for change when you stand on the end?
          Did you scream in pain, not uttering no sound? Did you fly down, breaking the bones? Have you hid in public? Did you lock your heart to the castle, giving out cliches from him all in a row?
          Were you absorbed in darkness? Broken by time? Drunk to the bottom, like a glass of wine?
          Were you betrayed when you needed help? Did they break you when you were already broken?
          Have your wings been cut when you are just beginning to believe in a miracle? Have you ever been pegged when you just got up? Did you get a shower when you opened yourself to a person?
          Do you know what it is? What is the use of all this, and not have anyone around?
          Do you know? Wish you never to know it.

What can you know about the distance?
          
          You will never understand what it's like to not be able to take a loved one's hand or not be able to embrace him. When you hear constantly only his voice: either in the phone's handset, or in the head. When you want to be near him, and between you 20 railway stops, one way ticket and long hours of waiting. What can you know about the distance? You will never be able to understand what it's like to feel his emotions with bits and bytes, when between you the operators of your telephone communications and the Internet. When he, and you, live your life together. Do not share emotions, do not share experiences. When no one is around, who could understand you, and he is already sleeping in a different time zone. What can you know about the distance? You fall asleep in different beds, behind your windows - different cities, different faces. You can not, as normal couples meet in the evening and take a walk along the evening promenade or just watch a movie. You can not fall asleep, hugging each other. You do not understand when the reality comes between you and the impossibility of being together, it simply reduces the entire body. Learn first to appreciate what you have next.
          
          Only then you will understand what distance is.

There are women who are lucky. Kissed by the sky, they are born attractive, and everything in them attracts the eye - and the face, and the figure, and gestures. Fathers always called them "their princesses." And mothers gave an example of feminine outfits and a sweet smile.
          
          And there are women who are unlucky. Complex beauty, a difficult situation in the family. Parents taught them that the main thing is the mind. Their mothers all life bent under the weight of bags in the same dress. Their father never complimented them. Instead of the first visits, they earned their first money. And they grew up - thoughtful, complex, without coquettish cotton dresses on thin straps. And they are very rarely invited to date. And then these girls have to learn everything on their own. Infernal work - to nurture a completely new woman: light, inviting, playful. Learn to appreciate not only your mind, but also your body. Learn to admire yourself in the mirror. Learn to smile when you just walk down the street. Learn to listen to your favorite music and laugh at male jokes. Change all imposed habits of life. And, despite the God-given conditions, allow yourself to be beautiful.

I realized that today is a good day even when the sun came out and woke me up with its rays. Later I checked the calendar and found out the date, I was convinced that this day is good. Today is the birthday of the great singer Zayn Malik. You know, I won’t talk about how good this guy is, we already know all that. I want to thank him.
          Thank you, Zayn! Thank you for the wonderful contribution to creativity! Thank you for a great example of upbringing and kindness! Thank you for the wonderful four years that you gave us when you were in One Direction! Yes, you left the band, but not our hearts, Zi! We love you! We, your fans, grew up with you and went through a lot ...
          Zane, you are an example of many guys in our time, you are the idol of many people [we are more than a million, dude], I'm sure you are an exemplary son, boyfriend, brother and friend! We are proud of you! Thanks for all! We are with you!
          
          
          P.S.- It's incredible, you're already 25!

Hello, everybody who read this. I just want you to know, that you are not alone. If you want to talk, I’m always here for you. Don’t be frown, and smile to this world. I’m sure one day this world will smile to you.
          Sincerely yours, M.