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Wuau its been a while, like actually almost 6 months.  I missed this community and I really need to update my stories even tho nobody reads them.  To like the 5 people who read this I just want to say that y'all are pretty awesome.  Life can be tough sometimes but know that you will get through it.  My life has changes so much since I made this account, I got new friends, I go to a new school, I had a boyfriend, I came out as panromantic, and life has been great.  Shit imma cry because my life has actually been good and I read everything that I've posted from before and I just realize how much I've changed.  I know this is long, but I just wanted to tell you that life gets better and no matter what someone loves you and if you think no one does then I do <3.  Y'all are great no matter what people say and also don't hurt yourself bc you're amazing and suicide is not the answer.  Kk heavy subject time: my bestie did a thingie with a razor and that made me sad but she's ok because life gets better.  I guess the lesson of this paragraph is that you matter and life can really be great.  According to my english teacher, "The lows in life make the highs seem higher" <3

Hi..! Have a wonderful day/night/afternoon 

Merry Christmas or whatever you celebrate!

My crush asked me if I was gay so I said "no" and now I feel like an idiot because I should have told her and I am really mad at one of my friends for some reason AND some dude asked me for a blowjob. How was your day?

I was off of wattpad for a week because i got my phone taken away. I come back to 436 notifications. Help.

Are you ever so exited that you are mentally imploding and you want to freaking scream so loud that you are going to kill your lungs? Me and my crush are going surfing!!!!! I can’t wear a cute swimsuit because then it will show my upper thighs which is a story for another time... IM SO EXITED AND SHES GONNA BE HERE IN LIKE FIVE MINUTES!!!! I think I am going to die! Anyway bye!

My crush have me a piggy back ride yesterday. Also she hugged me really tight from behind and I grunted and then she tried to pick me up and moaned because I am so heavy. I grunted at the same time as she moaned and it was really freaking awkward.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERCULES MULLIGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          A tailor spyin' on the British government!
          I take their measurements, information and then I smuggle it
          To my brother's revolutionary covenant
          I'm runnin' with the Sons of Liberty and I am lovin' it!
          See, that's what happens when you up against the ruffians
          We in the sh*t now, somebody gotta shovel it!
          Hercules Mulligan, I need no introduction
          When you knock me down I get the f*ck back up again!!!!!!!
          
          
          ALSO... shane dawson's In The Mind Of Jake Paul came out and I spent 40 mins watching it. I am not ashamed.

Okay so my crush is talking to me, as "friends"... I think?? She talks to me a lot and we joke as friends, like joke flirt? I don't really know what to think of it but I am really falling for her. She's weird and funny and really nice and during my 2 classes with her she said hi to me. I know she is probably straight but I literally think I love her??? I'm really confused... I NEED ADVICE PLEASE

Today my crush hugged me.... TODAY MY CRUSH FREAKING HUGGED ME AND I MENTALLY DIED!!! She's probably straight but SHE HUGGED ME! IT WAS A ACTUAL HUG! I THINK MY LIFE IS COMPLETE